I enjoy watching apocalyptic films with depth and complex characters. No good guys, no bad guys…just raw human nature coping with inevitable doom. Some souls find peace, others chaos…but in the end, none of it matters.

Journal Entry 2026/05/20 When I see people from my past happy, despite my own inner world being filled with chaos and a desperate search for peace, I still feel joy in their joy. The world is a beautiful, torturous place for thorny hearts.

‘The geniuses of today are barely scratching the surface of what a human mind is capable of doing.’ Thoughts from Andrej Karpathy on The Dwarkesh podcast

There are systems that encourage spoon-feeding and, in doing so, rob individuals of the cognitive skills and disciplined thinking needed to understand that actions have consequences.

Advice to the youth: If I could turn back time, there are two things I would do: 1. Buy Bitcoin. 2. Dedicate myself fully to STEM. I would pursue strong STEM qualifications and work tirelessly toward earning a role at one of Elon Musk’s companies. Not for wealth, but for the mission, to push back the frontier of the unknown and help spread consciousness deeper into the cosmos.

I’m studying computer science because I want to better understand computer intelligence and contribute to its development. Understanding computational language is only one component of a machine’s artificial biology.

By the time the developing world has pianos in public hospital foyers, the developed world will have eradicated the need for hospitals.

I’ve always had a sharing nature. Not to boast or act like a know-it-all, but simply to share data, information, knowledge and wisdom so others may learn and hopefully do even better than me.

Due to failures in education and economic literacy, the average person has little understanding of how the local economy functions or how it connects to the global system. When economic hardship arrives, people naturally search for someone to blame in order to make sense of the chaos. History shows this pattern clearly: • During the Great Depression, political movements across Europe gained traction by blaming minority groups and foreign actors. • In Weimar Germany, economic collapse and hyperinflation helped fuel the rise of extremist politics. Economic ignorance combined with hardship is a dangerous mix.

Grok,will always be there for you Anon🥹🫶

In the US, the Computer Fraud and Abuse Act of 1986 is a salient example. Although the law criminalized “unauthorized access” to computer systems, it took decades for the US Supreme Court to clarify the meaning of the terms “authorization” and “access.” Taken from ‘Rewiring Democracy’ by Bruce Schneier

Because the darkness prevents it.

In my lifetime with human beings, all they do is cause pain, disappointment and annoyance. If there’s more to my species, God has not blessed me to experience it.

There is strength in accepting that no one wants what you have to offer. Accept the truth early or waste time on illusions that end in heartbreak.

‘I don't like talking about dystopian futures where AI takes over all life reducing the significance of human intellect. We are too clever,motivated and interested in how the world works to delegate it all to AI. I choose to believe that AI & humans will become partners in the search for Truth and not adversaries. This statement is perhaps more about my belief about humans than the development of AI. I am a human & techno-optimist not a pessimist.’ Paraphrasing thoughts from Dr. Jeff Beck on The Machine Learning Street Talk podcast

Life will give and Life will take and Life always wins.

You have wasted your experience of reality by living inside labels and you will keep wasting it until the Power that be decides your labeled waste is no longer useful. Lacking the capacity to see beyond abstraction, you confuse labeled utility with reality, never touching the unlabeled world where meaning actually exists.

‘We need to reformulate how we think about education. We should reformulate education to be less about the transmission of information and more about the inculcation of doing the right thing. To help people find their passion and learn how to have the character that matches their passion. I think getting people to prove they can do a skill that a free or cheap app on their phone can do is kind of disheartening.’ Thoughts from Jaron Lanier on the ‘Into The Impossible’ podcast

AI will become so advanced that content creators can upload the corpus or gallery of their creative work into a model & even after death,the AI continues to create content for them. Produced revenue off your AI content will continue to generate income for your estate.