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the best dream i have that i feel comfortable sharing publicly like this
is that one day
even if it is in decades
i am comfortable enough to ask questions with the expectation of those questions being answered. like i can afford to expect that. that they will be. with the seriousness they deserve.
i dont want to be funny right now
but im gonna share something that isnt ~my mood but to be helpful if reading my words are upsetting
carrot & stick??
hey that's a person that can't even put a dime on a horse with a cool name
it isnt so bad
if it sounds bad it isnt i dont care
im saying: what would have to happen to a person to make a person like this
is that a nice thing to have happened to a person?
like, what must have happened to that person
wouldnt it be way more super normal to be like
obvi i can go to vegas im a person
is that human sounding?
does that sound normal
inviolable obedience in this matter
can you read this
can you hear me
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i dont mind
i dont do these things anyway
can i gamble
cannot
can i go to a casino?
cannot
cannot
can you read this
can you hear me
can you read this
can you hear me
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cannot express how
much i dont care but not cause i dont care
i cannot care
the last thing on this earth i would ever do is touch a number
dont understand the numbers on the tl
barely glancing at them
didnt read the books
dont know the literature
selectively mute
feels like a dream
to not have to worry
cos didnt say a thing
in tension with / tho currently at ease
with the mandate of saying what you need to say
& silence being betrayal