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Would you rather have the trait of invisibility or insensibility, or both, or neither, and why? 🏡 Not here to argue with the infinite opinions. Not here to “build an audience”, but to literally use this for “notes and other stuff” (maybe I’m here to rebuild my sense of self … after a bunch of changes, experienced as traumatic) ❤️‍🩹💝 ✏️ I would like these to not exist: - poverty - pollution in LCOL areas - factory farms, slaughterhouses - war
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
Hooray for Bitcoin helping to make the lives of moms and their kids be easier. Working night shifts, sometimes two jobs. Immigration and not being able to take money with you to the new country. Sending money back to your family. Talking about being a blue collar worker. Boo to toxic work cultures. In a corrupt system, women can be assholes too.
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
I’ve been noticing and liking the new green leaves… especially the ones at face level
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
holy GUAC I am going crazy again. Why is there so many minute curvatures and angles. Break time!
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
Earlier this year, (March 9th) we found a yard filled with crocuses.
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
May 8 - Early Crocus Name meaning: Saffron or Turmeric yellow #NostrartstrMay2025 #watercolor #gouache ‘Crocus’ is a very old name. I like the shape of it, and how the center looks like it glows. The gradient ombré effect of the inner petals was hard to do with watercolor, so I switched to white gouache. I like how each flower is helping me to practice some 基本功 (basic skills, fundamentals) of watercolor. image
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
May 7 - Carnation #NostrartstrMay2025 #watercolor notes: Wow, the carnation’s petals were a challenge… surprisingly, the shading of the colors was not too difficult. Looking forward to the Crocus. ☺️ image
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
Holy guac I have drawn the outline of this accursed thing. Now for the next thing to potentially drive me crazy, the shading. 😳 image
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
After 3 days straight of sudden downpours and steady drizzles, the Spring landscape has changed. No more trees with pink blossoms, now it’s a lusher, denser green. It’s much better for those with allergies to tree pollen. A damp dandelion puff looks funny.
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
“Ethereum aims to be the world ledger: the platform that stores civilization's assets and records, the base layer for finance, governance, high-value data authentication, and more. This requires two things: scalability and resilience. This post will describe how Ethereum 5 years from now can become close to as simple as Bitcoin. Simplicity is in many ways similar to decentralization. Both are upstream of a goal of resilience. Explicitly valuing simplicity requires some cultural change. The benefits are often illegible, and the cost of extra effort and turning away some shiny features is felt immediately. However, as time goes on, the benefits become more and more evident - and Bitcoin itself is an excellent example.” (Simplifying the L1, via Vitalik’s blog) Ugh. What the heck. As of yesterday (Cinco de Mayo 2025), when I skimmed through Vitalik’s most recent blog post and read the first sentence of the first paragraph, I now realize I actually know what the goal of Ethereum is. Then, I watched the documentary, ‘Vitalik: An Ethereum Story’, which reinforced the message of that first paragraph - Ethereum can enable a decentralized Internet. And I was like, how am I just now knowing what Ether is for? The documentary clarified, “Bitcoin can be digital money, but Ethereum can be digital infrastructure.” “The backbone of a new, decentralized Internet” is how the documentary is introduced on social media. I just learned this *yesterday*. And now that I know this, it feels like something I’ve always known and understood. But it wasn’t. Previously, I guess I thought of Ether as a similar cryptocurrency to Bitcoin. I had heard it explained as, Ethereum has the ability to have “smart contracts” and ‘have things built on it’, which sounds nice. It sounds like a slight difference from Bitcoin I suppose. The main distinction of Ethereum for me, was that a teen boy had learned about Bitcoin, and was then inspired to make his own version, after his favorite video game character was deleted by the ‘centralized authorities’ of the video game. Which makes sense. If you spent a lot of time with the characters of a video game, of course you wouldn’t want one to be arbitrarily deleted. I’ve never really gotten into video games, but that experience is very understandable. Also, I like his clothing choices, and the Ethereum logo and illustrations with their color scheme of pastel pinks, lavenders, and blues. Well, I’m glad I understand Ethereum’s purpose now. I’ve been trying out decentralized social media for 2 months and 10 days, and learning about why decentralized social media is valuable compared with traditional social media. So, the idea of a decentralized Internet sounds amazing. I hope the Ethereum team succeeds while following the non-profit path. #Ethereum #thoughts I also have a new appreciation for the complexity and simplicity of dandelion puffs (蒲公英)。
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
May 4 - Buttercup (gonna’ skip the next two, Calla Lily and Camellia). #nostrartstrMay2025 #watercolor Thoughts/notes: I really liked drawing this golden flower on rainy days. The moist air + watercolor effect was interesting. Blending colors was easier, because the paint takes longer to dry. I had to wait a longer time between layers for the same reason. Oh yeah, so with the Buttercup, my rule about doing these in one sitting went out the window. ☺️ I’m ok with that, I guess the main spirit of my rule for myself is, work fast and get it done. My mom would describe the way I go about things as being like ‘embroidering flowers’ (绣花儿)heh heh.
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zen<3lofi 9 months ago
May 2: Wax Begonia May 3: Virginia Bluebells #nostrartstrMay2025 #coloredpencils #gouache Thoughts/notes: I AM TIRED. THIS IS HARD. Each flower has its own challenges. I do like having a themed daily practice activity though. 🙂 image