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Zen<3lofi
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Would you rather have the trait of invisibility or insensibility, or both, or neither, and why? 🏡 Not here to argue with the infinite opinions. Not here to “build an audience”, but to literally use this for “notes and other stuff” (maybe I’m here to rebuild my sense of self … after a bunch of changes, experienced as traumatic) ❤️‍🩹💝 ✏️ I would like these to not exist: - poverty - pollution in LCOL areas - factory farms, slaughterhouses - war
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
seriously. Talk about a warming trend. Now when you go out you need sunblock, a sun hat, and if you’re out for any length of time, the sun beating down feels fatiguing and enervating. ☀️☀️☀️ #weather my god! It’s everywhere!
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
lol, turns out I took a 4 day break from social media which matches up with the 4 days of cloudy (dimmer natural light), rainy, chilly May weather… Now we are in for a warming trend. ☀️ This Spring has been chillier, cloudier, and rainier than last year. I started a new floor-wiping habit, with the motto of, “on cloudy days, I will wipe the floor”. The first few times, the water turned a rich brown color. I was having some persistent mild allergies (tickle at roof of the mouth) that went away after wiping the floor. I hope to continue this cleaning habit because not having allergies and breathing normally is amazing. So helpful with meditation practice. I’ve noticed that with meditation, the smallest breathing obstruction, like a stuffy nose, is very distracting, and tiring! Also started a ‘sort of’ habit of using my colored pencils in a very casual way. At the gym, I went up the next level of weights … from 15 to 30 lbs. Inspired by an IG video of … an “Indian granny” who started resistance training at an older age and actually got rid of her knee arthritis symptoms through weight lifting.
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
(Not sure how an IG link will show up in a post…) #artstr This person lives alone, with a (small?) mountain beside her home that she … owns. She keeps a sketchbook journal, and makes things - small, creative things. Just for herself. I wonder if she uses the internet or watches any shows at all? (Or music and reading?). image
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
I have an Instagram account that I use to browse art. I’m still processing the vibe difference of browsing on art IG compared with browsing the Nostr Bitcoin space. This photo below is a good example of the general attitude on art IG. Art IG peeps tends to be ~mostly~ women. Nostr Bitcoin space is predominantly males. It kinda’ feels like ne’er the twain shall meet. #artstr image
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
also need to add - toxic masculinity is a main factor. There are gender-based ways of dealing with ‘anger’. Generally, the context and trigger of anger for men is when their authority or competence is challenged. View quoted note →
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
her about me says, “thinking about childhood at all times” image
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
Saw a graphic tee message that actually makes sense. “Discipline is choosing between what you want now and what you want most.” A black long sleeve shirt, where the D was also black, while the rest of the font was white. So it looked like it said “iscipline”. I tested it out with the following thought - I want ice cream now, but I want to reduce my sugar intake most.
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zen<3lofi 8 months ago
May 20 - Morning Glory The only flower that doesn’t need a name translation (on this page) #NostrArtstrMay2025 #watercolor image