Dealing with ACTUAL drug addicts is difficult. If y'all don't hear from me, I'm probably in jail for trying to get access to my stuff from the estate that I was sent to establish residence at so I could go to school, get my license, and do the things that I needed to do but instead excuses and lies are being told and made because my great aunt doesn't want to admit that she shoots heroin still. Like nobody gives a fuck. You're 70 and grown. Do whatever you want. But trying to say I'm a thief because I have a shoplifting charge or I'm suicidal because I have scars on my arm. Ain't going to work anymore.

morning nostr~ woke up to leg spasms (low iron & potassium). Now i have to get ready and walk to deal with to possibly deal with police again today to get access to my belongings from the house that I was sent to establish residency because I thought it was me a safe place from my abusers. nope. i don't get to do anything until I show what "a obedient child I that can be". All while they "try" to pay ESTABLISHED people back, they don't even want to since they feel entitled to give fucking petty excuses or daughter to make up for their debt. it's all fine and good to sell off your daughter when she sells herself right ?

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they spell my fuckin name however the fuck they want how annoying. View quoted note →

if anyone needs me i'll be 6ft under. {b abel} gn✨

had to see what this ish hittin' on. #foodstr #cookies&cream #vancleef

morning (again) nostr~ i hope everyone has a pleasant tuesday.

just like foreplay, toasting the strudel is optional (not my opinion) #foodstr

ya know, it's just kinda hard being the color of a human being. #memestr #comedy #lolstr

people forget/don't know i worked overnights(17hrs/3days) at waffle house. if i'm up, i'm up, i'm always prepared to protect myself and the folks that got my back. View quoted note →

#nostrafterdark

i didn't even say hey to y'all today my bad. hey #nostr~

yo somebody lemme get they appleTV rq🫂 #thankyoufather #lookatgod

海変えよう。大好き。消えてゆく。 #musicstr

like really who in china is giving up a boy? are you stupid? i learned cantonese & manderin in elementary school. someone literally sat and looked at all my reply's to everyone just to try and act like i'm talking to kids online after i shared my own experiences with talking to adults online. View quoted note →

"why they hate everything i do? suck a dick kill yourself too." {Bowser - Lil Tracy} #lyricstr

hate when folks play on my goddamn devices with no tact.

took 6mgs of melatonin a different dr tried to prescribed and i'm still up because of my anxiety

my stomach is in knots because i gotta wake up early again to go get donations and i don't have the attire i want ):