fuck it what's one more complaint to the void: i'm stuck in between a rock and a uncut diamond because i have to fight for my place/land/education harder than it's assumed. i'm not talking about any given privilege, i'm talking about down right manipulative abuse. i came back to my city to obey the conditions of my bond and my abuser won't even give me the paperwork so i can take care of what i need to. i'm not allowed to do anything besides what my parents say (even at this big age) or i'm suppose to be a homeless 'junkie'. life is lifeing right now.

Running though these pricks and these hoes, you know how that shit go ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

it's not just my parents who are getting told off, it's ALL the abusers i've tolerated.

when the face card never declines💅🏾 View quoted note →

"what do you even contribute?" Patience, for motherfuckers who don't know what they're talking about.

i asked how much for .1 of an acre and everyone just seems confused on why i have anything as an uneducated neanderthal View quoted note →

since i'm being shunned by my cult of family members, if anyone wants to to help me stay in atl while i fight to get my animals, property and bond conditions solidified, i'd appreciate it. Fighting for meaning in the world should never be shamed. lnbc2m1p5fdzngdqgfphhgetvpp5clwxrcc0ufpzurly7fmpfhmhdt02mrfdp9gfaen4rfw9m8ehz34ssp599dsn3a3fpqulqd9k2glqh5ppvtgv75f4lz3yna4f969w070uy8s9qrsgqcqpcxqy8ayqrzjqtsjy9p55gdceevp36fvdmrkxqvzfhy8ak2tgc5zgtjtra9xlaz97zcsqgqq22sqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq9grzjqfzhphca8jlc5zznw52mnqxsnymltjgg3lxe4ul82g42vw0jpkgkwz8wtqqq3tsqqvqqqqqqqqqqqqqq9gkz500ln7fems8gesdck95cad84dfvckj3cj8405r9my9gua00rjpa0dc6qs7xnzv4mq5zn70nmue4dmvzk3dddn6a3dzl3pv7a6ch9gq8y84s4

gotta sleep like this because i don't want to redo my licence pic. they're in color now😭

:3

you have to want something with every fiber of your being and never let anyone persuade you otherwise. #safejourney #gocrew10 #nasa

Morning nostr~ I hope all is well 🫂 Need some encouragement: going to the DMV today as I'm back in my city and using public transit which always makes me nervous since I can't always hear the stops. Gotta get my learners, hold it for two days then get my license again. They're making me take TWO photos (one for each). Like if you've held a license in your home state and it expires they should just let you take the friggin driving test again. It's not like the signs change outside of road names.

coughing up blood for some reason? {probably high blood pressure}

told my distant cousin the difference😂

gotta hear it from the man himself Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑) View quoted note →

lmao the only new toothbrushes i had left. #toothstr #brushyourfangs

'Mernin nostr~

goodnight nostr. i hope my anxiety dies.

do i just say fuck it and go back to my fuckin city because i'm just being ignored because i have to take fda approves meth to not sleep 17 hours a day? i think it's the only thing i might make me feel something again #asknostr #afuturisticsumma

dinner #foodstr

Dealing with ACTUAL drug addicts is difficult. If y'all don't hear from me, I'm probably in jail for trying to get access to my stuff from the estate that I was sent to establish residence at so I could go to school, get my license, and do the things that I needed to do but instead excuses and lies are being told and made because my great aunt doesn't want to admit that she shoots heroin still. Like nobody gives a fuck. You're 70 and grown. Do whatever you want. But trying to say I'm a thief because I have a shoplifting charge or I'm suicidal because I have scars on my arm. Ain't going to work anymore.