the lust for fiat will have me dead in the streets.

last time i'll be laying in a bed for a while.

my mother sent the pastor $100 so I could have a room to stay in tonight but won't give me the money so I can have a roof over my head unless it's where she dictates. not even the church will help me escape my abusers. View quoted note →

sad i missed #nostrbiblestudy i was too busy dealing with being swindled by my local church after their bible study. i dont even have a bible besides psalms rn :/

i gotta get off IG-

morning #nostr been stuck outside for 6 days waiting for my family to decide i'm an adult who can manage myself and i just needed some support to help get through my depression. a week before my birthday and i'm being treated like i'm the biggest drug addict narccist that ever walked the earth whose sole intent is to harm/use everyone i come in contact with. when in reality i've just been kept stupid so i can continue to be a tax write off for their spare change.

11:11

then it just takes a song to remember i'm not the problem

SoundCloud

alone - spooky black x bobby raps (prod. bobby raps)

https://soundcloud.com/bobbyraps art : https://twitter.com/sukaisupa

#musicstr

i've been stuck roaming up and down ga missing everything i've ever wanted to see or do becayse i can't have my own life and i keep begging god to die bwcause it's still illegal to kill yourself.

i'm missing everything becayse my life doesn't matter to the people i need most. i'm still trying to figure out how to be okay with that. #thoughtstr

St. Elizabeth Ann St. Elizabeth of Hungary St. Anthony #allsaintsday #🛐

Afternoon #nostr hours 50+ sleeping on bus floors expecting my blood to give a fuck about my retarded ass as they fight over what they have hoarded in their homes while i beg for scraps is wild.

Stuck til sunday folks, If anyone wants to get me snacks 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

anyway, Asap & Riri named their baby Irish because Asap & Tyler are BFFs, so Gaelic (gay lick). *cue the clip of tyler saying he be licking that nigga braids*

i dont even have access to my belongings/property to establish a residence and be able to get my sewing/comissions done so i can get health insurence and not be back in half a million dollars worth of medical debt. View quoted note →

i'm being told to go to the mental hospital or go back to the city where i just arrived from and live some stranger or i'm homeless and on my own after continuously having my residence taken from me and used as a tax write off. we all have to do things we dont want to so who's got a spare katana i wanna make this quick.

i just wanna post happy notes and have positive things i can share happen.

y'all magic city is closed right now and i'm baroque

god, please kill me.