saw my ex at the concert last night and I can't stop having violent flashbacks of the abuse and everyone just keeps telling me to go to the psych ward.
Bhean
unknownprotocol@nostrich.house
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no gods no masters no borders no taxers
skeptic and nonsense believer β¨πͺ·
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ππ« #bave #jefffree #gsbam #samo
Was glad I got to see some of my favorite music artists.
Even got a few hugs from them πβ¨
#musicstr #clownonstage #concerts #outings


Grateful for the friends that bought my bus & concert tickets then got me food while I was dealing with trying to find shelter to go to the doctor and this concert.
Excited to be able to see some of my music/art heros todayπ
had to sent this to my folks.


If someone wants to send me to the Doctor since my hotel doubled because my parents decided to ruin my birthday gift to myself.
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i've been kept from making any income for months just put me in a situation that will land me in jail/psych facility. so i can continue to be an extra social security number for their free use.
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my parents called and had my hotel room for the concert cancelled because they're pissed i asked for a one social thing all year and shelter.
but no, i have to be a homeless depressed piece of shit so they dont go to jail for tax fraud, abusing a disabled adult, violating ADA laws, hate crimes, with their justification being because i'm a "disobeying child".


Annoying, errors.
Right before the show too (β λβ βΈβ λβ )
I hate to regift but I hate wasting good plastic -


made it back to my city safe.
now to look for a place to sleep.
{the means for a shelter are being kept from me intentionally}


"on the road again"
watrrrrr



"I LOVE YOU BOBBY"
#musicstr
g'morning #nostr
the lust for fiat will have me dead in the streets.
last time i'll be laying in a bed for a while.


my mother sent the pastor $100 so I could have a room to stay in tonight but won't give me the money so I can have a roof over my head unless it's where she dictates.
not even the church will help me escape my abusers.
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sad i missed #nostrbiblestudy i was too busy dealing with being swindled by my local church after their bible study.
i dont even have a bible besides psalms rn :/