one day i won't hate myself. i won't hate myself for having problems. i won't hate myself for never doing/being/having/getting enough. one day.

if your mad i have to ask for help, look at what you have and then put yourself in my position .

If anyone wants to get a girl a room for the night~ {None of my "family" wants to} 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

I can't afford to keep staying in hotels anymore. I've been having a hard time finding a place or establishing a residence so i can do for myself. Instead of being given that opportunity I'm just being told to go to a shelter, or call a social worker or do whatever gets my parents say. So they dont get in trouble for their abuse and get paid as they have spent my entire life establishing/making sure I "can't" take care of myself. It's been vital that i show i have the ability to care for myself in a responsible manner after never having the independence or freedom to do so without being stuck in the confines of someone else's limitations. I refuse to limit myself, if that makes me delusional sure. I'm delusional for trying to push myself into a better life after recognizing that the system my parents so desperately want me dependent on, doesn't work. Just because i can't "work" doesn't mean i'm not able to function.

Mornin' #nostr

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morning #nostr

I'm starving I can't sleep and I still wanna wake up early to take my drivers permit test

what's everyone up to?

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Morning #Nostr ~

i wonder how CO-Chappy is doing cuz this is exactly what he said. View quoted note →

almost- {i forget how tall i am sometimes} #balence #headstan

"Mama said knock you out so im gonna knock you out." #memestr #lmao #angerbutsinnot

everytime i think about this shit i get so fucking pissed. #petty #propertydamage

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it's the leo mars for me

no one's going to be satisfied until i'm in a mental health facility because they dont wanna confess the abuse they keep perpetuating

There's an #ATLBitPlebs meet up today like a mile from where I am now 🌝 I'm excited to see if I make it!~