Yonle

girl: that guy must have imagining something pervert... me meanwhile: ***AIIIYAAAAAAAA LU KELAKUAN LU GADA LANCIAO AH, LU DIKIT-DIKIT BILANG "CAONIMA CAONIMA" MACAM KAU NI TAU TU APA ARTI SEPENUHNYA, SEKALI WA BILANG "KUCIU KECIK" KAU LANGSUNG MERAJUK MACAM AKU HUTANG KAU TAK BAYA-BAYAR***

somehow i got interested with narcissu visual novel

moe

yonle word of the day b a b u s h k a

i wish life is ez when moving my moneh to lightning just in case but then > pls gib me ur id card > pls show me ur biutipul face kyc wat r u doing u sounded like wanna have segs with me

You thought i was kidding when i said bostr2 was first named blyat https://github.com/Yonle/bostr2/tree/f3bdf2e620f312d09053ca664459cc5a9f12740d nostr:nevent1qqswyyvl7cvud8z8x2hndh9tg3h6nct43hj6u2c405jcr8whw7wnndspzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqp72egxt

i have an idea. how about i rename bostr2 back to `blyat` like how it was first introduced nostr:nevent1qqsrcjafncuw8vvdv0206fgfap06lq6649j60l4v34j2vc02fq8gk2cpzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqpx7zp8k

now bostr means two thing 1. my bouncer 2. this piece of shit nostr:nevent1qqsp6da0mkh97c04eh2s997gug2m4frs5hanfnmhuhjg0xjvlva6rxqpz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj7q3q37c5pd8gmhhe0njtsgwjgunc5xjr2vmzvglkgqs5sjeh972gqqxqxpqqqqqqzm2jang

so apparently internet cafee is mostly running with their own backend via netboot and i swear it's slow as fuck to boot. apparently, it's hard to update one specific game, you need to do it on the backend side, which makes thing complicated because online games expect you to have latest update, but if it doesn't then it yeets you away.

you chase on feature that nobody asked for, let alone hearing the critiques as if nostr was only being used on a single country with single platform, and as if every country does the thing the same just like where you lived. what kind of future do you actually want if that's how you did it? seriously, it reminds me of Sri Mulyani, our former ministry of finance. both are chasing what's the so called "future" but in the end it's making even more problem. nostr:nevent1qqsvy07lxcmuayw4uhv5ptjsgqf2djw23d5qjwuknjslzdry374gvyspzdmhxue69uhk7enxvd5xz6tw9ec82c30qgsrg73rwzgq6xd5u36kyg2ef69a5ur2uhrcthsfuk0yvp0ergplf8qrqsqqqqqpgv5euy

you say you want to be independent, but then you are reinventing such corporate move in the form of "open platform" as if it helps anything but ended up making even new problem

so this is what everyone knows me from huh nostr:nevent1qqsq625lclu7cdv8xhjtgypu6u522ev6rvjfmfa7s0j7wl5mmggyvrspz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj7q3qx3azxuysp5vmfer4vgs4jn5tmfcx4ew8sh0qnev7gczljxsr7jwqxpqqqqqqzq8dezx

a note to myself by the other side of me. i am still questioning, why, even when i am a lazy ass person myself decide to get into college even though i realized that i was a fool. what's that promise? _"i wish i will get more improved once i got into college"_ a utter lie. you did nothing but typing to a LLM while coping against homeworks, you fucking bastard, yonle. you're just another burden to your dad that's already suffering. he might be happy to tell people that his son is a college student, but at what cost if his boy was like this? still jobless? doesn't matter how logical you are, but if you're like this, do i look like this is a big problem? yonle. YONLE. You're really proving yourself even more about how fool you are, don't you? You might have the skill but at what cost when everyone that's asking their LLM to write the assignment instead, get past against you? You thought you were smart, But you were outsmarted FAGGOT.

idk. https://files.sovbit.host/media/347a2370900d19b4e4756221594e8bda706ae5c785de09e59e4605f91a03f49c/321cfbc805cba1b6b8d0c1fd35ca876399218ac2b157e6c50ec29cf6c1ce3485.mp4

Usually, when you met someone that you know from the place that you originated from, Normally people would feel good and having a little cheer up. Well, That's a different story to me and it often depends, but mostly happen when i saw a Chinese Indonesian like me that's originated from the same place as me. I never feel good when i feel their presence is around me. Doesn't matter whether they had changed or not, We never had a good exchange on communication since the very beginning. and even though it has been years since we met, I still couldn't tell whether he still have the same kind of behavior just like the others during the junior high school year. i know that it was since junior high school years, but i still never feel good when i met with such people with that kind of past, and I personally keep my mouth shut when we are doing eye contact even for just a moment. Just to clarify, There's no bullying or stuff between both of us.

no new song added to playlist for now.

Kalafina - Sprinter [Indonesian Subtitled] MV NOTE: Not perfect tl maybe https://video.nostr.build/3c974ab029dea2e15348e76b060d68eddb65399f0d3e5a7b3399601b7018aff5.mp4

Kalafina - Sprinter [English Subtitled] MV rev.2 https://video.nostr.build/42f9d5aacba16a8b63c41709d547250f3f773cf3608ed926bae9367d5402252b.mp4