long time not stepping in here eh

halo.

不要你离开～距离隔不开～

i am still noisy as usual but in other dimension

alo

before my mind makes me misunderstood stuff, I immediately simulate first person POV just to understand how it actually feels, and i finally conclude one thing. they're simply having fun on this space, and there's no indication of something that i have thought in my mind.

one day i randomly leave my pc on for the entire night till morning, with screen recording turned on for one VC, and, i hear myself snoring. the good thing is, discord noise filter removed the snore on the vc. however, my screen recorder did record everything clearly from my microphone. the snore noise generated from real sleep sounds really different from your usual noise.

well, i do hosted my own akkoma / fediverse instance now, that is open to register.

Akkoma

seriously, the cost to keep me in nostr is simply not worth the price.

how long it has been since i last posted here?

c a r s

afternoon.

bUT, dOn't TELl hEr THAT yOu'rE NOT hIS BRoTHer ## hE, # diEd, ## long Ago

you just met her. that's all i can say. > you just met her > > y o u j u s t m e t h e r ## y o u j u s t m e t h e r . # yES, that's thE mIsSIng GIRL 'YOu JUSt MEt HeR, DO YOu?' 'SHe reAlLy MIss YOu.'

> *"so, do you remember about that missing girl? > she was an office worker that lives on the same residence as us. > it has been a year since the last info. there are no new news. > but people around this residence has seen her around in his usual uniform, but when they get to his house, it's full of cobwebs."* > *"she has a little brother, with the same age as yours. a brat, she called it. > she's very loving to his little siblings."* > *"the family has tried searching for her even all the way to China, but found nothing even after millions has spent. > she was last seen in this residence at the Blok D street."*

It feels a bit different this year. Really. I think i've been spoiled. Maybe. But a birthday without a cake really hits different. View quoted note →

It's January 13th 2026 as of the time i am writing this. This year, is different. Now I basically live independently from the previous high school years where i was close with my mom, continuing study by going to a rather simple college. I must be honest here, I did not perform really well and ended up repeating what i did during mid and high school: Ignoring assignments, which now i had a bunch of them stacked which makes me never stop thinking about it. Since i move to a city, I learned lots of things on my own with the help of various technologies that we basically knew, And also listened to some of my friends about what his past life was, and how he's doing today, and what he learn from what he experienced, etc. Meanwhile, I still have no job yet. I do plan to make my own little business with the skills that i have, But i really have zero experience on doing business at all. So it's between wanting to had a job or making a little business by my own will. I am still financially funded by my Dad. I do plan to be independent... I actually know many ways to earn it but i am the one who refused to do it... Simply said, I am really stubborn. Quietly stubborn. To be honest, I really need to control myself to be not so picky. Well, I wish i can get myself a little better and achieve what i am trying to accomplish... But for now it seems impossible. That's all from now. Until the next time. Yonle January 13th 2026

Xaleid◆scopiX in absolute pinaccle

i feel so sleepy....