c a r s

afternoon.
bUT,
dOn't TELl hEr
THAT yOu'rE NOT hIS BRoTHer
## hE,
# diEd,
## long Ago
you just met her. that's all i can say.
> you just met her
> > y o u j u s t m e t h e r
## y o u j u s t m e t h e r .
# yES, that's thE mIsSIng GIRL
'YOu JUSt MEt HeR, DO YOu?'
'SHe reAlLy MIss YOu.'
> *"so, do you remember about that missing girl?
> she was an office worker that lives on the same residence as us.
> it has been a year since the last info. there are no new news.
> but people around this residence has seen her around in his usual uniform, but when they get to his house, it's full of cobwebs."*
> *"she has a little brother, with the same age as yours. a brat, she called it.
> she's very loving to his little siblings."*
> *"the family has tried searching for her even all the way to China, but found nothing even after millions has spent.
> she was last seen in this residence at the Blok D street."*
It feels a bit different this year. Really.
I think i've been spoiled. Maybe.
But a birthday without a cake really hits different.
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It's January 13th 2026 as of the time i am writing this.
This year, is different. Now I basically live independently from the previous high school years where i was close with my mom, continuing study by going to a rather simple college. I must be honest here, I did not perform really well and ended up repeating what i did during mid and high school: Ignoring assignments, which now i had a bunch of them stacked which makes me never stop thinking about it.
Since i move to a city, I learned lots of things on my own with the help of various technologies that we basically knew, And also listened to some of my friends about what his past life was, and how he's doing today, and what he learn from what he experienced, etc.
Meanwhile, I still have no job yet. I do plan to make my own little business with the skills that i have, But i really have zero experience on doing business at all. So it's between wanting to had a job or making a little business by my own will.
I am still financially funded by my Dad. I do plan to be independent... I actually know many ways to earn it but i am the one who refused to do it... Simply said, I am really stubborn. Quietly stubborn. To be honest, I really need to control myself to be not so picky.
Well, I wish i can get myself a little better and achieve what i am trying to accomplish... But for now it seems impossible.
That's all from now. Until the next time.
Yonle
January 13th 2026
Xaleid◆scopiX in absolute pinaccle
i feel so sleepy....
feeling nostalgic?
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livetune feat. Hatsune Miku (初音ミク) - Last night, Good night
me, to chatgpt: make a moe character
chatgpt:

bucket object storage is basically a bank of files.
they worked similarly the same.
your bucket is not stored in one but multiple fuck ton of storages at the same time
but first i need to setup email...
...which is ridiculously complicated than making nasi padang..
and then Indonesian only relay coming soon coz i am bored....
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yeah nostr relay coming soon...
I actually aware about contabo's reliability and upstream issue, however i am not really doing these projects (this service) for serious purpose. So you either have it or leave it.
about the incus container setup that i have ...
1. each container got their own local ip, which they can communicate with each other via a bridge
2. the host can access to the services that those containers bind on their container without the need of tcp forward or similar
so, basically,
caddy(host) -> 10.xx.xx.6 akkoma(container) -> akkoma backend -> 10.xx.xx.5 postgresql(container) -> postgresql backend
since it's done because of bridge, there should have no performance impact at all.