Thanks to the ppl who have been giving me support while my brainbox has filled with somersaults. Stress can be an incredibly toxic thing to the mind. You all know who you are. Salute!

I am in the market and immediately available for work involving Golang and I have extensive experience working with the btcd codebase, protocol design, network handlers, concurrent and parallel high performance programming, binary and text based data encoding, code generation. I was trying to chase fiat mining work in the shitcoin field, but honestly, especially after the way I was treated by the Cosmos crowd over the years, culminating in a rude snub today with no feedback that I deserved considering how they just yanked the job when Terra/Luna blew up last year, and my other option currently in process is a Distributed Validator system for WEFereum honestly, I can't do it, I really can't do it. I currently cannot continue to work on https://git.indra-labs.org/dev/ind in a full time capacity because my sponsorship to work on it is finished and I need to get income happening as soon as possible after landing in Madeira. If anyone has any clues or tips about Bitcoin/LN/Nostr work involving Go on the backend/protocol/server level, I have already contacted one option, but I don't know where else to look - bitcoinerjobs has ZERO Go dev roles, and honestly, I'm not interested in anything that puts any other language in the main place of my daily work, most especially not Rust, Javascript or C++.

This morning for a change I wake up and I am already able to focus on normal sized text, with a tiny bit of effort, no double vision, just a bit blurry. I wonder how much longer until the B1 deficiency damage is recovered. Not too long I hope, maybe I get fully functional vision back for christmas xD

Posts about the gladiators, I mean sports tournaments, is not happening on my feed. Sorry not sorry, there's a hell of a lot of things more important than some pointless spectacle that is just a platform to sell beer.

Innovation disrupts power. Thus, power suppresses innovators, from the moment it recognises them. It's a brutal life lesson for the creative and intelligent problem solver, because it just makes no sense to not want solutions to problems. The ultimate problem to solve is the permanent and eternal disruption of power.

New small project on my workbench now... creating a global p2p network simulation engine for developing and testing a connectionless relay network protocol. There is no such thing as an internet wide connectionless protocol yet, several exist but only target small scale networks where congestion relatively low, and geometry relatively simple. In terms of an analogy, it is similar in principle to a road network, compared to the TCP based, path routed system that runs moth of the internet being like a rail network, where cargo capacity is the priority, rather than time efficiency and privacy, that a road network provides.

The more time I spend carefully doing things properly, the less things I have to say. It's a really good feeling.