my zap money is locked up, nice. Rugged?

so far... fuck gold lol

So I failed the last 50k -53k challange and I've decided to give up on my dreams of being a trader in the propfirm industry. It's too much stress and I want to keep whatever hair I have left and just get a regular job and keep my head down for the rest of my days. JK fuck that shit, I got a brand new evaluation that I am starting tomorrow. Same rules. MICROS ONLY. Maximum 2 cons. And a limit profit level per day of $250(ish). But here's the difference with this new challenge. I'm going to be trading gold/MGC. Nascrack is just to wild in this trump era and I need to adapt or die. So how is this a challenge. Well by limiting myself to 2 micros only and a max daily profit of 250$, I am establishing a few things. 1) consistency 2) Discipline and I lack very these two important things in spades and thus the challenge. Do I have what it takes or will I tilt again fly off the handle. We shall see.

So in the spirit of transparency and accountability - i have blown my account. Got tilted and traded FULL contracts like the moron I am. The worst thing is that my partner blamed herself. But I knew full well I should have taken the day off but I'm too damn bull headed. Good news is that I had a reset in my pocket so it's back to business tomorrow.

partner got into a wreck. my not be streaming this morning.

Yeah that's it for today, I don't think it would be smart to risk anymore. Don't worry, we have all of next week and the week after to pass the eval.

Long 2 @20112.50 TP at @20300 SL @20050 will adjust as needed. View live event →

stopped out again 500 in the red View live event →

Stopped out once again. Sitting at -250 View live event →

forgot to update, long 2 TP @20337 View live event →

Stopped out 1 con. I'm gonna pretend that I was testing the market with only 1 con and that it was not by accident. View live event →

GOOD MORNING - Let get it! View live event →

What a effing day but we pulled it off somehow. #stoopidlines

My bud will not be gaming today so we back! View live event →

GOOD MORNING! Let's make it happen. View live event →

Game time! View live event →

One and done, thank you #stoopidlines. After market open, did a raid on sellside + rejected previous VAL. got in long a short time after. after some grey hairs TP was hit. The streamer I was playing in my stream is @TheGrinder. If you want to watch a streamer that values your time above all else, pay him a visit. PoW

just and permission issues unless I 777 everything and we know I can't do that on to the next distro i guess.

Installing slackware on my server

Game time - Time to chill View live event →