At least he got to see the eagles win the Superbowl

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So curious Will I still have the same anxiety riding at night Will it be worse Or will it go away It came on suddenly I assume it was a second wave from the weed But I felt it again later I wondered if I just started becoming a pussy out of nowhere Something was wrong Not too long ago I was riding every night Looking up at the stars Jamming to the music One hand flailing freely Slamming it down Headbanging Not a care in the world Then it all changed

O it just hits different

Just weird Death Are you surprised to see me here Me No You come so often I'm desensitized Real as fuck though

Next time death comes to me in a dream I should just ask him Wtf now Wish I could remember more

This is why only the good die young Because getting old is terrible It's fucking hell Especially if you're not rich

Seeing a man who used to be so cool and strong Covered in bruises In a diaper Shaking and struggling just to sit up Makes me want to die young

Stopped by my uncle's house Cleaned up a little for him Went back to my dad Gave him a foot massage for his birthday Turned on the TV It's America's got talent This whole group starts singing happy birthday Let him pretend it was all for him Leave Crawl into bed Turn America's got talent on again It's interesting The timing is Interesting Inconvenient lol

Old men singing about life and death

Deciding to watch America's got talent tonight might have been a mistake

I think I feel worse for the other family If it was the beer A stroke Confusion from the damage already done Whatever it was He shouldn't have been driving and someone should have taken his license away There was 0 reason he needed to be on the road last night People want to act like it wasn't his fault But in a way it was The others were in critical condition Supposedly one not expected to make it I heard it was one and they died But then found out it was two Current condition unknown No one was named in the news I kinda want to know

I suppose maybe I'll be sad later I haven't had much time to feel anything deeply Mostly just annoyed And concerned

Idk why they didn't take his license away after his stroke He kept getting confused and forgetful He had a series of mini strokes But it's hard to tell It just looks like someone zoning out and forgetting everything that just happened He would still have a couple beers and drive Which makes it worse He was already having problems completely sober

I've been thinking about driving under the influence so much lately The last time I posted about it (on the 21st) I went out and ran into a friend I just had this stupid smile on my face the whole time and didn't have anything I wanted to say Nothing against him So I said I was high Better than explaining He said drive safe Not knowing I completely lied

Maybe tomorrow I'll go through the poetry of today and edit it and make it better It's ok But not great Just freestyling real quick in between drama

The man on the corner Swaying and praying This metal beast Doesn't turn him into a feast Razor sharp teeth Eyes glowing yellow Charging at him Telling the other fellow Run while you can I'll hold him back Please monster Don't kill me with your rack Oh common sense he doth lack For you see This man on the street Is fent bent And that monster is a bulldozer truck He's a night worker The roadwork that's been causing a muck Needs double overtime Because the township is crying it's a crime To shut down the road for this much time #poetry Oh I can do so much better My heart isn't in it And it doesn't do justice to what I just witnessed

He shouldn't have been driving anyway after his major stroke But he was And he might have had another stroke before the crash Possible He also probably had a few beers while he was out There were two other injuries