when I blame myself for something that's other people's responsibility I invade their space. and, if I was trying to ease their burdens, I become one more.

today I faced a mistake I made and I was able to just be with that without judging myself. I was always very hard on myself when I made the littlest mistake, but today I felt free from that. not in a way that I'll just start doing anything carelessly, but in a responsible way. and then I felt more open to express myself taking the risk of finding out more illusions that I believe in.

The more I try to run away from myself, the more trapped in myself I become