How can I receive / send zaps on iOS? Do I need a special client or an LNURL?

So here I am, back again. Following a new train of thought. Where will it go? I don't know. But the journey is quite nice, the calm surrounding makes me smile. I'll take it easy for today, is there something left to say? Thanks for reading and goodbye. Let's meet again another time.

Am I just waiting to die? Is everything just a pastime until death? It sometimes feels like that, sometimes not. Why do we play open world games? Because of the experience. To realize some dream. For the company of our fellow players. Some people quite, that makes us very sad. We don't want to quit life. We have to endure boredom. It's part of the experience. We might get ill and the experience only sucks. But even then, people carry on. Heading towards a better place in life. Looking for the good parts in the experience. Inspiring others to do the same. Thank you for sharing your time, I wish you to find what you are looking for in life.

Discipline is activation energy to kick you into a routine. How do I break unhealthy habits I like? Can I find a healthy alternative? Can I make myself not have time for it? Can I visualize the unhealthy part into a monster I avoid out of fear? Can I visualize the healthy benefits of being free of the bad habit so that I long for it ever more? Can I use discipline to add annoying habits to the bad habit, so that I loose interest? Is it ok to have unhealthy habits? Are they part of the fun in life? I don't want to get goal oriented tunnel vision, always being dissatisfied with myself, striving for some abstract idealized version of myself. But still, I do want to do something for my health. Doing things I like is also important for my mental health. Maybe it's not about a binary switch, but gradually fading out the unhealthy habits and fading in the healthy alternatives. Is it healthy to write these notes? To share them publically? It's a privacy question. Sharing these notes gives a feeling of accomplishment and I do enjoy the time when pondering these random thoughts. So thank you for your attention. It's part of what gives me motivation to scribble down these thoughts.