Iran Blackout Massacre — personal record.
During the blackout, this was my whole world:
One screen.
One satellite channel.
Opinion-heavy coverage.
Competing narratives.
No messages.
No updates from friends.
No way to verify the numbers being reported.
Between fragments, footage, and talking heads, I kept looking for something solid.
Mostly, I waited.
Waiting to learn how many people had died.
Waiting to see if things would escalate into open war.
Waiting for anything that could cut through the silence and feel reliable.
Hours stretched into days.
Anxiety became routine.
Stress turned into background noise.
Sleep disappeared.
Every night: half-awake.
Every morning: unfinished.
Not knowing was worse than knowing.
The quiet was heavy.
The uncertainty was louder than any headline.
This isn’t analysis.
This isn’t politics.
It’s memory.
This is what digital darkness felt like.
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