i feel like i'm constantly fucking myself over, and intentionally so, so that i am forced to become better
i hate myself for it, as i am constantly stressed out, but at the same time, hibernation would suck ass
the silent and constant feeling of helplessness and inevitability of AI really is driving this generation towards anarchy
the amount of times i've heard people saying "i am aware and i don't know what to do about it" is soul-sucking to see