Coloured in pistachio green.

The cheesecake was an epic fail though i almost walked back and asked them to take it back. The passionfruit almost a hit! But creaminess! No one has beaten you! There should be a. The churn on THAT Or two places the churn On That

As always I did all by myself.. But ive been able to treat myself so some ice cream. So far the vegan pistachio was the best ice cream ive had in my life the consistency of it was out of this world!! No joke or exaggeration.. i felt like i was trippin it wasnt preprogram.. i was sincerely surprised! The cinnamon was holy shit.. if it were plant based id have it more often.. i dont like the taste of milk either.. just like eggs. Ever since i wa an a kid.. Obviously as a side not i was disappointed to see that the pistachios was mixed with oats as thats another sign who im supposed to be. I truly like oatmeal but hate oatmilk when i make it myself i can stomach the storebought one but im almonds all the way since i first tried it. Pistachios are something my dad used to bring when he came to visit me.. his daughter.. not elisabeth a stranger that i only met as an adult.. you dumb human.

I keep forgetting about these women that are into being degraded they take alot of anger that should be used to change something and make it into something more important than the victims of their abusers. Thats where I dont know how I can live with how reality supposedly works.. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Im sure you get where I overstepped my own boundaries in eating the eggs and not supporting my integrity to myself. Letting a pattern reoccur bc Im in a leas poweful position life. The best and healthiest choice Ive ever made in my life was cutting off contact to all of my relatives.. my life flourished.. and when my former upstairs neighbour forced me to have them back in my life while I was “sick” bc she thinks not forgiving rapists is “sick” and women living alone is “sick” And… now my life’s sick again by my opinion(which to the ones that see me as sick is less worth) with patterns that I exorcised decades ago.. I dont believe on keeping this species alive.

Tragic Maybe thatll be your next breeds name.

Ive waited 5 months to try this breakfast. 🖕

The topic of integrity. I dislike the taste of eggs since I can remember.. I ate them anyways yrs bc media says its protein for humans. I dont believe it though. Once I lived by myself I stopped eating eggs bc to me they stink and taste gross and its an aftertaste thats eww.. I got breakfast today and I asked them to make the omlette with flour instead of eggs.. days ago she said it was fine.. today I got it with eggs. I ate it to keep the peace bc Im not in a position where I can complain even though it would be my right.. its a nightmare designed out of familar disrespect through my relatives. I would like to remove these abusive patterns from me but since the uterus that gave birth to me has been glorified to be some sort of überhoe that knows what men want.. 🥹🤣 Im again seen as someone whos boundaries aren’t respected. The saddest part is that there was this 50ish yr old woman who got the veggie omelette bc shes sciliac.. i asked for it with flour bc im not sciliac . Why dont I believe this reality bc in my life where I know where I lived the apartment that I had for 10 years the neighbor daughters name whos probably 40 yrs younger was the same name as the sciliac persons.. and she had some mtfkn tragic issues. I cant respect that you expect me to live this absolute and other disregard of who I was and am as a person. I think you’re not equipped to make decisions on my behalf. Please stop harassing me. Im not interested in this breeding fest of bypassing narcissistics.

On a funnier note .. i woke up iiiin the middle of the night… with my head on my phone.. i guess i was looking for a heartbeat on theeeee ooother siiideee.. of the bed. Helloouuuu

Regardless of her behaviour towards me.. the thing thst it tells me is thst he fucked around in my past and childhood changing pieces thst were never allowed to be changed.. and i think he spied on me way before i met him in person. You played in god in my life without any right to! You should be dead.

Ah die andere Caroline that I knew when I was 19? No shes too stuck up to think im interesting.. but i havent talked her in decades maybe she learned how to not turn her uphill nose down to me.

I still think she said one of my pictures of myself from my childhood is her. 🤡 Im not joking.. I think shes greed taking whatever she wants.

Maybe shes also a dead person they brought back from the dead or had someone else steal lives again.

Now shes the bodysize of chris partner from now i guess.. before that she wore nothing else but the girl who was on his website while she was pregnant.. And then she told me some shit at the acupuncturist that she was engaged and pregnant.. which later she said no she never was engaged or pregnant.

She was so fkn rude to me back then everytime I really thought i had gone back kindergarten.. thats why i could care less if shes happy.. to me shes nothing else but another maggot. If you’re in your 30s and you ignore the 3rd person in conversation… 🥹🤷🏻‍♀️ i guess the coke or stomach acid burnt that part of intelligence away.

Having had psychology in school we learned about the expressions of different eating disorders and how to spot them bc duuuuhhh if you work in that area you need to know what to look for..

I always wondered if emma was an ex junkie bc of her weight including the fucked up teeth ive only known that from junkies.. or if the stomach acid from throwing for so long fucked up her teeth.. With the amount of fake bitch she was in every yoga class i never bothered to find out bc i didnt want that petty fake bs in my life.

I guess they psychically dominated nature..

The blonde russian crypto chick is interested in chris which makes her emma.. She doesnt get that im not interested and maybe they could stop orienting themselves on what I do… thats nicely put. I guess they’re at orientation.

Ewww some asian chick still thinks shes me.. i can feel it in my cheekbones. Nooooo ewwww i told her im not interested in women.