Ohhh hes already simmering like noodle water 🤣

I got some good news today. Should i share what it is? Mhmm

Petra du bist eine grindige incest schlampe.. Du grindfotziges speibviech. Anscheinend stehst auf 20er Jahrgang meaning 2000er

Im still sad about my cotton sunglasses to have been chewed up by jealous dog.. Ive had them since 2019. A pair of my fav yogapants that ive had since 2013 he also ate… Not very haappppyyy about it.. hes at 300$ of ruined items now.

I bought some new nailpolish and retired a pair of my shoes. The quality is a bit weird it didnt say that its peel off nail polish and its water based, application is amazing but drying and not it peeling off when you try and clean the skin around when its dry isnt good. It was like 50cents Colors are amazing though.

Sadly gaslighter nr uncountable crossed my path the other day and now ai has this fuckboy attitude again in basic conversations… He shits on every parade with his fkn arrogant brown nosing know it all must keep women small attitude.

I am so sorry for you. I know you want to believe what the waking experience tries to convince you off but shes not this person that was meant or allowed to experience this. Im sorry for whatever you convinced yourself but no she took it from me without consent… This everything’s fair in .. is fkn bullshit its a war-tactic nothing to do with peace & the vibration of the heart frequency

https://www.instagram.com/p/Da3Ep4_AjxE/?igsh=MXZyazVtODdxdnpiag== This gives me the please let me out of this hell feeling… Knowing that death isnt real is the most prison like hellish thought possible. Maybe these quantum science ppl need to solve a new equation so that ppl actually get to die? Or is a new awareness level that the human must master to witness their own death in all timelines?

Childcare abuser Bomber jacket with dinosaur print. Reminds me of the 90s . —- Looks like michael so i think its also the gay haters catholic ppl that believe all gay ppl are child molestors.. Its putting ppl into tie same category creating a pattern which has repeated.

Ive been wondering if the categories of mental illness are actually drugs or mental experiences from the future where ppl get their kicks from i already mentioned a few years ago.. When i asked are they gonna be trippin on human conditions instead of chemical pills..

I think the devil is the part of the brain that’s activated when ppl have autism.. The devil untangles.. bc he needs to keep the autistic child calm. I think its what i said months ago reality is based on not disturbing autism. If you look into the archetypes and myths im sure theres correlations there that explain it through ancient stories that would leas towards child abuse again.

It seems as if theres still a person who only gets off on energetic sex.. its so fkn boring to have these half baked 12 yr tweedle dicks in millenial and gen X guys mindsets.. Its so fkn boring.

Im getting alot of angry faces from women idk again. Its either the one that just have birth that still hasn’t respected that im not interested in her partner and not even his friend anymore. Congratulations you did it you saved him from another woman but you. Please leave me alone now you already psychoed your way into my past as if you were a friend.

Thats why trusting women with a mother theresa complex is so dangerous bc they go to ppl that are already in terrible life situations and then putting themselves as their saviour and making them having to be thankful bc omg look how poor they were.. Yet the mother theresa complex ego thrives on being the top person… Often repeated in oh i only have uglier heavier or less accomplished or less intelligent ppl around me so I am someone.

Maybe i can explain the energetic bargaining.. Point A Point B A is somewhere B wants to be but A has stipulation/ constraints built from their own personal life experiences and also societal expectations that they submitted to.. A says if i have to let you into my word/ space and make room for you to experience something new you have to do or be xyz…. Otherwise I cant help bc I cant control a space where I dont know what its about.. and then I loose my place for being anyone bc thats the only role im allowed to be. So only if you look like act like this take this from me take that from me but not the good stuff.. Person B maybe a heart wish would do anything bc they are being corrupted on the heart frequency level.. And all of a sudden person B arrives somewhere they dont even know if its really person B. So even if one arrives at a space where ppl like that are allowed to stay or visit they will always have pre controlled path so that they don’t disturbe the self proclaimed king and queen .

I think the female who needs other women to be less/children or beneath her is mentally ill but men celebrate her as the one who knows her way around or oh she’ll take of what i don’t understand.. I dont know how other women who know or knew who they were can even breathe around her.. Its a trauma copying mechanism not being an adult and having your shit together.

Juggling mothers? Or Juggling Redheads?

What they did to my brain was that somehow they found the spots where you’re insecure and all the work that I did for my mental health got reset to a teenage girls insecurities maybe even a toddlers need for validation from the parents if they did something right. They got back into those areas with scream and dominace.. That part of the ear where the heart listens and just overscream & distorted all sounds anything natural was covered by hysterics and this forcefull person lies about who I am. Idk why shes allowed to work with children.

I had an oddly satisfying dream where I screamed at someone. It was my bullying fat aunts face. This time though I was able to stand my ground and even finished my sentence where I told that shes a stupid fkn hoe and to finally leave me alone. Her energy is normally pretty overpowering this time it felt like she heard me.

Apparently its the connectors not the battery By now they glued the sim slot shut ruined the motherboard and broke the home button.. 5 years ago. I think its time for a new phone..