I have 3 interviews 1. Today for a pageant 2. Monday for a event modeling/brand ambassador agency 3. Middle Eastern Turkish adult Magazine All interviews are video interviews I loved medicine professionally. And I loveeeee theater and acting professionally. But I don’t love singing and cover girl modeling as much as acting. The only reason I applied to the above 3 is because when I first got back to nyc last October, I did a lot of content creation in beauty and got invited to beauty events. I started posting more SHOWER 🚿 content, & a lot of older men started being very persistent in dating me. When I said no, they started offering things, gifts 🎁, jobs 🏥, money 💰, apartment 🏠 Tv 📺 credit card 💳 eventually I gave in cause all this sounded pretty amazing compared to living at my aunt’s and I wanted to be independent in nyc so badly. After I dated one old man, and he gave me everything … lots of cash 💰 lots of love ❤️ spoiled me a lot with food, attention and just about everything … Then more older men started asking me out this year and offered the same and more. But… when I did get a job and have my own money and can buy my own things, it’s very hard to be doll for the older men. I know that if today I went to the older men that ask me out, they will do everything to make sure I’m happy with money and gifts 🎁 but I don’t really want all this, deep down in my heart and pussy I believe in eternal love and I want to stay independent and look for true love What’s wrong with me?

It sucks how little medicine pays, whether you’re a researcher or a doctor or a nurse, no one can cover bills unless you have a side hustle of licking 👅 lol jk

May as well marry me? Before I marry a doctor 👨‍⚕️ I’m just saying @jack

@jack @jack oh that’s why it says in your astrology that you’ll die either young or have a public death because you’re not married and you haven’t changed your fate or the outcome of your life yet. Have you ever heard that your fate changes with every sacrament you receive,sacrament of matrimony 💍

@jack if you want to live longer and healthier, give me a ring 💍 and start the 6 seconds kissing me before you go to work 😘 https://www.instagram.com/reel/C6IjfFcMH8-/?igsh=ZzV3dTZ5cXpleXRr

I wonder if others get anxiety before the firsts, is time a factor for when you get anxiety

Rent is due tomorrow. I hate when I worrry about the 1st of the month coming up and all the bills 💵 I have to pay. I’m shocked I don’t look 60 because the amount of anxiety I get a few days before the first is enough to make me do anything …. 👅

Need to 👅 today

Took the day off. But workout gives me energy even when a little sick

Daddy @timdorsey I love him @jack

Who is this crazy woman 👩 #glamorous username and what does she want with @jack @jack #jackdorsey she is making him too sexy for no reason. I want this glamourous girl gone!

It’s been a while since I had Subway

Nyc life

Nyc is just pretty

Nyc on any day

Maybe that’s why not a lot of princesses on damus