I swear to fuck my manager is just a lonely bastard
Why does he need to call me every 10 minutes to basically ask what I'm doing
Like bro, if you're lonely call your friends, I don't like you
Dude gives redundant advice, and just talks in circles
How many times can I say, "I gotchu bro" before I fucking snapπ«
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Some get handed a path, some make one, but me? I messed up over and over again until I hit rock bottom. However, It's quite liberating. Where else can I go?
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Fuck being human
I'm an animal known as man
Can anyone explain the wallet connect services to me? The thing that let's me zap without leaving the app?
One of these days I'll get to use sats to pay for food delivery, and not without becoming one of the biggest memes in existence π

How do you even start to deal with being forgotten by the man who raised you?
Dementia is a cruelty to everyone who has to deal with it. From the person who has it, to the family members who take care of them, it breaks you.
I've dealt with death all my life, perks of being a drug addicted child. You lose a lot early on, and learn to deal with it. But this? I don't know how to cope with being forgotten by the man who taught me to ride a bike. I'm no longer his firstborn grandson, I'm just the man who takes care of him in his home. I don't know how to process being treated like a stranger by the man who gave me my most important early lessons. He's the one who inspired me to save my first thousand dollars and buy apple stock, but now he doesn't even remember that. I don't know how to help him when he asks for family members long deceased, or for friends I never knew he had. I don't know what to do anymore. I just go to work, and go home to take care of him. I don't even want to do my Twitter event or engage on social media anymore
I just want my grandfather back.
Life will use pain to teach you, but what is the lesson here?
Ig that's what I get to understand this year.
I'm not sure how I'll grow from this, or how to process it, but I know it isn't the end. In some way, ill come out better on the otherside.
I have so much misplaced anger I don't know what to do with. I can't change anything or make it better. I just have to patient, and learn to enjoy the few lucid moments he has. That's all I know how to do right now..
Yall ever show up to work and realise you are severely overpayed from a fiat perspective
But severely underpaid, because money will never be worth time
Context: I'm paid 25 an hour to sit under a canopy and cut up trash on shop days
I found this video on how to make bread super interesting, imma try the recipe and I'll lyk how it goesπ«‘
Says it can last up to a year without being in a fridge, so I'll be testing that as well
https://youtu.be/hC_TbCnvpvI
Gm Sovereign Individuals
Rise and Reign
Back to the fiat mines today, but Thursday I can stack some more sats
And my Twitter event is going well, I'm thinking about making a Nostr version of it where yall can win sats for solving riddles, treasure hunts, and other things like that
Would yall be interested?
I mean if everyone's doing it:
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