~note~ reader, it couldve been so on, what would have followed would have been full of ribbons & twirls but i have a deeper commitment than my joy & fun in writing & playing with words & so imagine it or dont but it's not spilling forth from me like this at this time in this way at god only knows what cost or benefit to who knows

i should be inventing new cursive numbers for my artworks just working away on me doing me & knowing that contributes what it does to the whole of it all like everyone else does cos we are the environment environmenting instead, im on major auntie duty like trying to at least advocate do you need an illustration of a mouse going inside a cage to rattle it before stepping out again or does the chris fleming giles corey suffice

what model does it take? to be worth more than nothing & only something in aggregate? subscription? able to pay monthly whatever so ten others can use it for free?

can we talk about what i would do if i were truly to do me within reason in a safe & sane fashion like gil what would make you smile to do what would your tshirts say if you just let them