I have to accept i am alone in the journey.

Nothing is not for nothing in my opinion . Everything matters . Do good . Don't sell your soul. Whatever you do , my mom says , you do it to your own self ( good or bad ) ! No good will also go waste . It'll elevate you . Nothing goes waste.

Unless I am equanimous about stuff, good and bad will keep happening to keep my identity alive. My identity is all about my interest .

Who is watching thoughts, feelings , emotions , the presence, the feeling of being? That's what we are

You all are part of my mind ✨️ whatever I see is part of my mind

Nobel peace prize isn't so noble

Memory keeps the person intact

So mind follows logic . There are general rules n laws like law if gravity , karma , action reaction etc . Mind's world 🌎 Its all watchable by me the awareness . Understanding is optional . Getting lost in Mind's world is the habit but neo s of the world say its separable. It is separable but it actually is so constantly separable that it becomes insignificant like bubble. And truth of one self ( own self) is realized .

You can't build your home on cremation ground .

Hahaha hahaha hahaha.... its a mad world

Mind is addicted to experience

The ignorance , mystery , mission worth solving. Actually factually.

The one(me/u) watching the night dream is watching the day dream also . Day dream is v long, beleived to be THE reality so real me( self) is forgotten . Self is so the world exists.

The matrix

Mind is deluded self . Mind is self's tool to experience. Mind is the server . You're the 🤴

You are not being equanimous, you are equanimity itself . There's no entity in it or entity experiencing equanimity . Presence is equanimity. Self is equanimity. Awareness is choice less equanimity.

Its a bad experience like a nightmare . Life doesn't end. Mind would like it to end . Mind has limited knowledge as it firmly believes its the body . What Mind really want is the bad experience to end . I/ u will never end . Its the formless awareness . Aware of everything.

Is this my soul tribe?

When mind is too much in me n u( mind is u n me) and heart is closed then diversity is unacceptable. Heart is universality as self is one . Mind can't understand this as its a very little limited entity portraying to worship truth but does not have the capability as truth is beyond it . Heart gets it 💓 ♥️ mind is incomplete. Its just a tool 🔧 that's operating thru conditioning n past experience (n knowledge?)