I'm a hero, again.
The old lady stops me and ask to toll down my window;
- Can you help me please? I really need help.
- yeah, sure what's up?
- I need 19$ for diapers.
- Euh...
- Look, I'll show you
*show diapers and... more π¨*
I gave her 20$ cash.
I tried to get a twitter normie on board with nostr.
They downloaded damus, said they would continue later but isn't responding to me anymore.
I failed.
I think im going to listen the bitcoin standard again and turn back into a bitcoin preacher.
For about 2 years I've stopped wanting to talk about it. Fuck the others... But, this summer, I'll try to meet people and share the good news along side the LSD.
Next time I do a meaningful amount of shrooms I should listen to erotic hypno again.
Last time was fucking amazing. I ended the trip suddenly with a mental orgasm. Holy shit! I couldn't believe what just happened.
Mental orgasms are less messy but a thousand time better.
Problem is, I always feel like im wasting my trip if im not doing it for spiritual reasons.
Using shrooms to observe consciousness, seek answers and experience getting close to death > using shrooms for a mental orgasm.
Using shrooms to understand that existence is heavy but ought to be weared and be weared proudly > using shrooms to cum in my head.
Decision... Decision
Thinking that you can understand what reality is with science is like Thinking you can use a microscope to understand the lense of said microscope.
You can't look at something by using the thing you want to look at.