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following creative impulses! ☼ truth > everything Working on @npub1u478qx307ln39tkhdj9r0rvl29yrhdqjdkzv9l98rmtxvwhza6zsm42m4a
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emily 2 years ago
I love this little beast πŸ₯Ή #catstr image
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emily 2 years ago
Hi #datechain πŸ‘‹ I'm a nice 31 year old girl who's perpetually figuring my shit out, both excited and frightened by my own untapped potential image
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emily 2 years ago
Went to take some mushrooms this weekend because I've been so mentally blocked and distracted, and needing a new mindshift. I was took a small dose to start instead of going full heroic because I had the time and that's just how my anxious self works sometimes... as soon as I started to trip I immediately realized that I couldn't possibly receive any insights like this... I was expecting a quick fix for something that required me to put in some work first. My space was as cluttered my mind, I've been neglecting the gym, my spiritual practices, my diet, my freaking budget spreadsheet. So instead I started cleaning. Sorted through my belongings threw away 2 garbage bags worth of shit and man: the energy in here is TOTALLY different already. I still had homework from middle school and like university papers in my closet - no wonder I was feeling stagnant!? And I can't blame that on not travelling. So I spent the last two days journalling and continuing to sort though old belongings for donation. I will probably take all week to do the whole house while I catch up on my work, get to the gym, run my digital errands (laptop is a mess too), back up some things on hard drives and just take care of this huge list of miscellaneous stuff... and THEN I'm gonna try the shrooms again haha. I'm ready for a new chapter and I really wanna be ready to receive... no shortcuts. πŸ„ Is there a hashtag for this I wonder? Where do I find #psychedelic #shroom community on here heh
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emily 2 years ago
I've been really inactive lately. The IG algo has a STRONG hold on me and my screen time is way up cause I've been mindlessly scrolling. My dopamine levels are so out of whack rn. I think I'm gonna delete it today
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emily 2 years ago
Anyone have an obscure hobby to share? #grownostr One of mine is tufting rugs!! This one is an aerial view of the lake I grew up nearby 🌊❀️ I'll probably share the final product on here when I get back home... rug making is not a travel-compatible hobby haha
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emily 2 years ago
Have you seen this podcast with Grimes? - she talks about about how social media representations disincentivize her from wanting to make art... she feels like she lost control of her narrative, part her own fault and part was that "it has just been hijacked by forces far beyond my control.” - they talk about how humans are adaptive and learn by failing, Lex using social Media as an example- how we build social medias over a generation and see the failures so we build a new, better ones.... But what if we get it so wrong we increase hate past a certain threshold and's do a lot of damage? - Grimes questions whether there is enough incentive to make newer, useful, positive technologies that contribute to social good... "Things that help reprogram the human computer in a good way " - we need more Protopian ideas and art (Protopian = a bit better than today or yesterday but not as overly optimistic/naive as a utopia) It's so good:
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emily 3 years ago
Started a chess game and realized we are way too tired and hot to focus ... at least we bought the iced latte w Bitcoin here at #[0] πŸ’ƒπŸ» #[1] where's the planned Nostriches Chess tournament? image
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emily 3 years ago
β€§Ν™βΊΛš*ο½₯ΰΌ“β˜Ύ from this summer β˜½ΰΌ“ο½₯*ΛšβΊβ€§Ν™ image
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