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KIKI
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Crowley’s Lovechild
I’m learning to unlearn all that I’ve learned. Belief becomes an impediment if it becomes rigid. For what is true today may not be true tomorrow, even science must be scrutinized as a valid belief system. Mind must be fluid when it wants to flow. The power of mind is in the imagination. image
The Surrender (to KAOS BABALON) When one surrenders to Chaos (or KAOS), he relinquishes his need for control. Control gives one a sense of power whereas KAOS utterly subdues him, and that is why many fear approaching the Abismal waters for fear of drowning in her omnipotent waters. The fear of death prevents man from tapping into the dark feminine which is the death agent in a metaphorical respect. For it was Tiamat in her rage that caused the original creation of dragons that cannot be tamed, yet Marduk was able to subdue them with one slice of his blade. Order ensued with the parting of Sky and Earth yet despite this separation there remained a Void, or the dark matter (The Dark Mother) holding everything in place, namely from chaos emerged order and to kaos shall return order as the law of entropy in physics. Chaos shows no mercy for order and that is why the adept abandons his sense of control and surrenders to the Dark Mother who gives him the vision of the dragon as she opens his and her own eye. To be in the dragon’s company one must become as a babe in the abyss, namely as one who abandons all need for control. Marduk will have to make amends in the battle of Armageddon when KAOS reigns once again. KAOS shows no mercy and this is how She strengthens man. image
Well 2023 was an emotional roller coaster due to a bout of spiritual psychosis that lasted from spring to summer. The internet is the trigger but only if it gets interpersonal. As long as o stay distant I’m in the clear. I feel nothing towards ge who holds the trigger as I created him and the trigger in order to get triggered. Sad but true. Cheers 🥂 to 2024 where my apotheosis awaits or not who cares desire for apotheosis impedes apotheosis so I’m literally back at square one ☝️seeking the Book of Pleasure in my daily interactions. I don’t forgive I don’t forget I simply move on with a stain upon my heart. It is what it is I care less for Christ consciousness than I do for my coffee brand. Zen to the core. Atheist satanist Muslim spins on wheel 🛞 of life. I thought I wanted friends but all I want is to penetrate the void more and more resonance is all
I told all my frens to join Damus They joined the club so where da party 🎉 at
I don’t mind being observed as long is the observer is reserved
The only reason I use the internet is for the stream of consciousness it creates
The Void is smack dab in the center of the Temple of Self It’s where everything meets and combusts in the Solar plexus Nothing is new under the sun yet all is movement and constant change Cycles of cyclones 🌀
I was Crowley’s love 💕 child in my previous incarnation. How hot
Terms we never used in the nineties: twin flame, trauma, shadow work, empath… Terms we used in 90s: word up, dank, phat, kind….
I trigger most people just by being me it’s kinda fun because no one really knows what to think