there is math in my head making me laugh and im not gonna say it, i promise, it is so speculative just fun to think about

i am ever triage minded the people i dont sweat i dont read up on

the way i've heard it, told most often, tho, you would not know it re: current search engine results, much has changed in a single decade, much rewritten, would need to go to a library to consult the stable versions, he remained hostage because by the time he was to be released, cos politically pretty meaningless as a hostage by now, he was, what was understood at the time, as clinically insane, as a result of exposure to the elements while chained by his neck like a dog to a pillar half his height that did not allow him to stand upright

can hear a deer's tiny footsteps dark outside deer in woods sound like people imagine a person does a person in the woods does not sound like a deer tho people are louder than squirrels in the woods even if they are mindful to walk soft