i never go back and look at screenshots
it is a trauma response thing
to what ig does, what twitter does if you didnt change the settings
show you a thing for a split second and then vanish it forever so you scroll forever trying to refind it
how fb edit comments meant people would gaslight to hell changing their shit, deleting their shit
an adaptive thing for me
survival adaptation
but that does mean,
very very unusually
i can revisit old grudges from 2021
cos yea i dont delete shit
i just reformat and lose everything
