i appreciate this so deeply
as in: i am so happy for them
i love that
and this,
will never be me
because: i literally refuse to reward the world for bad behavior and i refuse to take a dime from shit in some backwards serendipity who knew way
as in: oh yea without that heartbreak i wouldnt have discovered i actually can make it as a poet
thanks heartbreak!
no dude
i'll eat a gun first

