im thinking about sex 😐 thats the last scene in ep4 of the diplomats

had to bail on victoria cos couldnt be upset re: jenna and rufus which is why i did some of the last kingdom now im trying out the diplomat for the first time tho cos keri and rufus, i had no idea this was a thing but is this state propaganda cos it is a very sensitive time to be agreeing to something like that idk im on ep. 2 their characters and chemistry dont hurt my feelings so far so ok

15.4.2013 K Cha Bichar by The Doltish at Chyasal, Patan.

down so down last night, had to also be hormonal, just so so so so down, like questioning the mattering and point of words, down and then i came across this, and this string of words, this attitude, and it broke thru my mood and put a laugh in my heart "If they take me down just know I died with a sword in my hand and a dream in my heart"

gonna have to chane my orientation i think just relate to people like everyone is in hospice with a fent lollipop in the hands of the gods and if they are not in obvious distress then they require nothing from me cos what the fuck otherwise