if you've never laid on your belly in the bath and swayed slowly side to side so you can experience your pubic hair dancing like a kelp forest while you imagine your butt is an island beach with some palm trees on it are you even alive

hey so, #asknostr do you ever meditate for so long you just get all blissy hanging out with yourself in the quiet of silence but then the bliss is so good for so long you wonder if you maybe something is up like how to know you werent stolen and on a ufo being injected with heroin and then that's kinda scary to contemplate but it still doesnt matter so much cos shit is that mad blissy or nah?

ok, the squirrels have built tunnels in the snow, and they are acting like prairie dogs and seeing this one squirrel go thru the tunnel and pop out of three out of the four holes, i forgot to breathe please understand this is happening right outside the glass door about three feet away from me

idk if im currently being a pussy, which, would be fine by me, im ok with being a pussy, id just like to know if im being one im kinda caught in the tension between - i didnt come to the planet with this vs - maybe it is nice to experience a tonal range that other people sometimes seem to as a human thing vs - am i dissociating from my feelings by intellectualizing them vs - it doesnt matter i am literally the hold out fort redwall abbey style in italy on bitchat and i dont need to be on bitchat to even do that, it's a mindset thing