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He does have IIH. Years and years. His pressure is 41 laying down this is important to know. Medication and a visit to an neuro ophthalmologist to preserve his vision. His left eye is really really bad. We were told he had elevated optic nerves but the dr’s said nothing and acted like no big deal- Beaumont ophthalmologist head honcho- dumbass.

6th floor. He just has to lay down on his back for an hour afterwards. Then we can go home. This will tell us if his brain is acting like he has a tumor but doesn’t. There is medicine, or a brain shunt. Preserve his vision and get his elevated optic nerves normal. Migraines might disappear.

Checked in. They’ll take him or us back soon. Not sure if they’ll let me go with him.

Snow. I shoveled - Lonnie is going to plow the end of my driveway clear. He’s nice, he stopped and chatted. He’s the maintenance guy. He’s been out since 3 am. He said don’t shovel anymore I’ll make sure it’s clear. Ty! GM. Monster mocha protein. 👍🏻

Either I need to get really drunk and talk about alien stuff or I need the masseuse and dilaudid. Either one could get my mind off the pain in my leg, knee, ankle. Hmmmm. Maybe Friday evening I’ll do the drunk thing. Responsibility calls and I’m it- ms.responsible.

Basically the cops aren’t doing anything about the texts or the drive by’s in not his vehicle. Can’t prove it’s him- except to go question him. Look at the phone- I’m sick to death of women and men getting pop’s and winding up dead cause “nothing “ could be done. He needs to be caught on something. Sheriff Swanson running for Governor in her county in #michigan Law enforcement needs to step up and protect. She has kids and tons of proof he’s dangerous. She’s not the only female that had to get a ppo against him. He’s stolen her car etc.

Well… I did a Walmart delivery for stuff this morning. Tipped $10. I delivered groceries for people, my handicapped self and had to turn around and order. It was nice, I did it at 1:30 this morning, scheduled for 6-8 am. Abby carried in while Sean was in the shower. I’m having a hard time gimping and that’s bad. #themedicalalgorithim GM.

I’m in bed, foot/ankle horizontally more comfy than not. Ben has his lumbar puncture on Wednesday. He had his MRI on Saturday. They called today to check for high pressure spinal fluid. I think this has to do with them going overboard when he was 8 weeks old and did a spinal tap when he had RSV. It had to do with him not having the hep b vaccine and crap at birth so the ER went overboard. Elevated optic nerves, migraines he’s been through it. Anyway, we’ve been dealing with lots of stuff. Sean’s dislocated knee made everything harder but he’s doing better. He has as extremely cranky earlier but got better. One thing after another going on.

Ugggg. I’m hurting so bad. For $40 bucks- they don’t give enough info and time so I chose this- I swear- Costco has horrible organizing with instacart. I had to drive dirt roads in my Corolla- uggg. My life is so disgusting with my leg. 2 orders- an and B for $40. 2 40 packs of water, Gatorade etc. where are my lawyers? Seriously, I’m hurting so bad. I’m waiting for the kids at the gym. I need to lay down. I’m frxking handicapped having to do this crap…. Locked up coding wise, where’s my magic wand? Good news my dad is sending some Santa $ on Wednesday for the kids. I’m sooo tired.

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These 3 smelled the pulled pork. Finally redid my nails. They were a mess. I’m watching a #dolphlundgren movie. I love these types of movies. Wanted Man. Dolph’s movies always have heart. Chillin in funky socks.

Doing a tiny bit of PT. Little cushion. I’ll not recover what I had, don’t even think about it, but, some areas can feel a little better. Intrinsic. The PT guy wants to improve my function. Slow, easy, do not aggravate or cause the pain. Sean and I go tomorrow. Good news. Sean put the boots I got him for free on and is outside. Slowly. He’s doing better. They are slip on. Hardly used size 13 men’s. He’s 12. All my kids have big feet. It’s cute actually.

So, I went to get some groceries, not much, I got home, dolly got the tub of butter off the island and it was licked clean. 🤦🏻‍♀️. Puke in my bedroom. Figures. Her and cookie are lounging. She is sooo bad about food. Uggg. Good thing I have more butter. I’m making a pork shoulder $7.05 from Meijer. Not too bad. Doing dishes and crap I couldn’t get done yesterday. Sean’s headset and controller both broke. He can’t talk to his friends. He can play. It’s the aux. he doesn’t want to use Ben’s blah blah blah. Get my delivery here and the attitude and conversation changes.

#themedicalgorithim I’ve been having to do instacart for cash. Yesterday icy driveways etc. not today. Not going today. Ben’s bday is Thursday and I want to get him his special dinner. Need at least $60 for that. I’ll see how tomorrow goes.

Luke brought me Lake Superior rocks. His leftover glass dish, full of rocks. Of course I love them. Was he them and put them where I can see them when I do dishes.

Pt. Sean and I. Pt guy said all the tiny muscles need attention. My structure changed and go very very slow. Do not cause the extreme pain. Go back Monday.

#themedicalalgorithim what I’m giving to the PT guy today. I think I need to loosen the inside of my leg it’s too tight putting strain on the outside. Idk. It’s how I can feel it. Sean and I got at 2. @jack so my right leg need’s relief from overuse. Idk I’m gimping my way through my day constantly. These dr’s need severe law punishment. My leg just doesn’t fire sometimes. Fatigue and stepping wrong. I kinda float on my left. Ninja style 😉😊🤜🏻

It’s so cold, feels like 5 degrees outside. Happy Friday! Grilled cheese last evening.

Some of my day. Had to wear Sean’s boots to go take care of Nancy. Her son is in the hospital. Someone had to help with dinner and take the dog out. Shelby normally does it but she had to pick up her friend from work so I volunteered. Nancy is low 80’s. This discharge is for real, it’s not a joke. It’s putrid they did that to him. I took Nancy her Tuna fish sandwich which is her fav. She got a 2 year degree from community college way back when, she did synchronized swimming. Worked for GM for 30 some years. She is quite the lady and she lives to read like I do. I enjoy seeing her when I do. Night