She’s out for the night. She romped with her fuzzy bed, her chicken, Her dinosaur. Dolly got chewed on, jumped on. She scratches at my bed ready for bed, chooses a spot and zonks. #dogs are such a comfort. Cookie and her zoomies, her greets at the door or just meeting me in the kitchen. Her and I vibe. She is joy to me. Dolly and Coco are more work. Cookie is overall chill. My Lilly shit-zu was to. Lilly was my best friend. RIP Lilly. You’re so happy somewhere. Cookie is definitely me bestie. She looks at me, communicates she’s hungry or whatever. I’d take her in the car more but, getting around has been more difficult for me. She likes to be held. Just saying. GN. I’d love to sleep so safe and peaceful tonight, if the damn left leg wasn’t alive with pain and nerve crap.

Anyone else ever feel the need to use a song to boost your energy to get rid of drama people in your life? I do. Situation- a friend and her bf(husband) used their son’s urine(a minor) to pass a drug test so he the dad could have a job- a driving job delivering cars. He smokes we’d not sure of anything else but he says he’s a recovering addict. I’m just not down with this. These two adults have overall decent kids and they deserve responsible parents. Also they smoke weed in the house with their 10 year old asthma kid. I just love to protect kids, not make their life harder with irresponsible choices. I’m not in contact I’ve been making conversations to annoy. They have sooo much drama that would stop with good choices and working. Idk. Just needed this song to push them back energy wise. @jack I’m not against weed, I don’t have any and don’t smoke it. I have a problem with kids being smoked around with weed especially a sweet 10 year old with asthma. Also dui is a serious issue with me- hit by a drunk driver long ago- makes me very pissed off. The whole thing is really weighing on me. Working through- if ya don’t do this (x) coding wise we’ll do this as well. Once this story is told- holy fucks sake.

Some meal prep. Eggs, feta, sharp cheddar, bacon bits and spinach. Making beer sausages for dinner with a side or cheese n crackers. Kids went to their dad’s for lunch. House is quiet except for the dogs barking at nothing on and off. Dolly and coco are the bark monsters. Coding has been a pain- just saying. My sinus infection seems better today, antibiotics working.

So, another treatment in the gas tank. I’m finally sitting in my chair. We went to Emmy and Brandon’s and met the new kitty- Jr. he’s so cute. Kroger stop for paper towels and got 3 for 5 half gallons of flavored decaf tea. Sean has Austin over. Ben’s doing more college homework. Abby’s making hamburgers in the oven. This sinus crap is kicking my ass. I think I got into something else. Covid? Idk. I’m on antibiotic, inhalers. I’m fine, but need to kick this. I’m the last one sick, mom life, everyone else gets better then it’s mom’s turn. Idk. Coding for #youarethereason defending the defenseless is being worked on. Damn criminal pedophiles with business/org authority

Time is someone’s blood ritual- they need time for this and that and this person is a criminal not a pirate. They did illegal and want to use time for they blood ritual to not pay their punishment under the ale or by their God. It’s like they keep traveling across souls sucking time from people. How to end it? Punishment, charges. As far as travelin across souls- bomb the God. A bit of a pirate story- “Yeah this will help you save oh, what’s her face.”’said Sparrow. If the have a God, it’s not hard to bomb them with self defense to get time to use as we need, not as they need.

Puppy card.

Checking the ice at this little park. Abby and Sean with the ice spud. Getting outta the house in snowy ass roads. Oh to live on a lake- that would be year round fun.

#themedicalalgorithim @jack obviously I’m not making this pain up. I’m having to point my foot out a bit again. High pressure in eyes is related to this trauma/pain. I’m sitting in the car, having coffee and making sure she gets warmed up. It’s cold here. I go on the 29th to the ophthalmologist. Thinking about weed gummy for night. Like 1/4. I drive and have to so much with the kids I absolutely refuse to drive high. Therefore I’m Limited on what I can take during the day. Hydrocodone is not something I’d drive on at all. The lowest amount and my sensitivity says no. I have most of my life with zero pain meds. Anyway, the last month didn’t help having to instacart. I lost about $200 in “food” because I made $328 cash or so hurting myself for toilet paper, dog food etc. uggg. I need some Good News. The dr’s need to pay.

Cute.

This and this equals no Sputtering. It quit after the fuel treatment but I figured better get this air filter changed. Dirt roads etc must change air filter more frequently.

Mini sea horse. GM. My son’s, gf’s, roommate’s.

Roasted broccoli and kogel hotdogs and some kogel jalapeños and cheese sausage. Weird? I love broccoli, broccoli everyday would be my motto. ☺️

Not my fav but will do. I like square frames, red, tortoise shell, maybe some funk. I’m so glad they got me right in.

Got myself an eye exam today that I needed. A little tweak. Insurance covers these and a lined bifocal. I got my script I’ll shop online, I’m dilated - eyes are good except for pressures. zero diabetes just high pressure that could be related to pain etc and nerve issues. It could be bi-location to but… ya know I’m being 🫢🙂😁😂😉😏. ✅. Ben got his glasses ordered. We aren’t sure about the script for his left eye so we did simple until we know- his dad (same dad for all the kids) and I have been through it ordering glasses for Ben that do not work. So his dad paid the $57 today. Finally home, roads are shitty with snow, just drive slow, that’s what I do. I’m so glad they got me in today. Big task done.

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Called the insurance company, got a claim number. They will call within 24-48 hours and then set up someone to come look and go from there. ✅

Turtle man. The kids and I used to watch him, he’s goofy fun.

Texting with Luke- he got his first snow day today. About 7 inches. I love snow. I feel better after getting some sleep so my energy is different, plus less on my ankle and foot is a huge plus. Wearing myself out sucks.

GM

Lonnie the maintenance guy came - uhh Elaine, your roof. 🤦🏻‍♀️. So need to call the insurance company. Might have to tarp or do a temp fix. He said he’d talk to the one guy tomorrow- it all costs $. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️.