Cookie is cozy right now. Ozzy was in Emmy’s business as usual and my really good orange earlier. So glad it’s Friday and no school tomorrow. I’m working in laundry. I threw the living room couch blankets in the wash- done it before but this time I had to take them soaking wet out of the washer and into my tub then spin them out one by one. Why? Idk. The crocheted blanket probably. So, now I’m going to switch and then do a delay on the washer so it comes in early morning. Delay the dishwasher - no frozen pipes ✅. GN.

Watching a live. He’s in Canada. I like him because he doesn’t evangelize.

GM. Child support interactive voice system has different dates than my bank. The amounts are different. @jack obviously this is an issue. It’s shows a balance as of 1/23. The dates are swapped. 12/20/25 and 1/2/26 have the amounts incorrect. I checked my credit union have a screen shot. The credit union has the correct deposits. And I haven’t rec’d child support for January. Coding? Yeah this is a serious coding issue. I usually have the payment 19th or 20th of each month- nothing. He always pays. So. This date issue flip flop is an issue. Another note: Meanwhile it’s fricking freezing outside.

Talked to my dad aka Big Pa- he’s in Kentucky and getting hit by Winter Storm Fern. 7-12 inches is what they are saying. He’s in the mountains so, those roads and ice and snow. Eeek. He’s doing good. He’ll be 80 in April. I’d like to go celebrate it.

I borrowed $100 from Luke and will pay him back. I should be taking care of them, not borrowing. #themedicalalgorithim nothing like sitting and crying because I’m so mad, in the car, warming it up because it’s so fricking cold. Then I wipe my eyes and get this. Since 2019 the misdiagnosis left me here in the future struggling to gimp with a disabled leg. Yah I fricking pissed off. Uggg

@jack everyone knows that religious claims require a following of the God demands. When the demands are not followed it’s called sin and can sit in court on the scales ⚖️ I’m talking literal court. A bunch of religious from one God choosing criminal behaviors. Christian to Christian there has to be forgiveness. Christian to another religion forgiveness doesn’t apply and Christian to non- religious, forgiveness definitely doesn’t apply. I’m just writing notes and having coffee. Sean has the opportunity to join esports for his school. He’s such a bad ass at gaming for his age. I’m not just saying that. I’m encouraging him to join. He can play all the way through high school. Ben wants to join esports for Rocket League for his college. I still haven’t gotten to play Zelda. I’ve always loved video games. What am I going to do about $? Idk. I’m defending my leg by not doing instacart. I’ve been a bit better pain wise by limiting my activity. #themedicalalgorithim magical dump of delivery would be awesome, it comes with such relief.

GM. @jack can you imagine what a nightmare this would be in reality? A group of humans with an “authority” , collecting interest off a collection of Child Support $ to be distributed to the payee’s and they hold it because the were being “blackmailed”. They “hire” some bad guy that will take the fall and explain this bad guy forced them. The bad guy and this whole situation is false- they are colluding with banks and drawing interest- it could go as far as the state politicians using food stamps for themselves and keeping $ that is supposed to help others. They go wine and dine - they’re say they were forced to- but it’s a lie. So many different ways This could play. So yeah, I’m beyond frustrated I need mercy. $ is mercy. We have food assholes, it’s about having control. Mercy to me involves having control over my own $. Mercy means I don’t have to do instacart on my disabled leg. Mercy to me is having my delivery. I don’t have to stop legal business deals and sales. No deals. Anyway. TDOTL is The Daughter of The Light but not the light of a God of suffering- A God that demands human(s) harm themselves to worship the God is a God of suffering.

Got Ben’s migraine script earlier. Roads were go slow and don’t crash or break your shit. Sean’s eye appt was 20/20 no glasses. Dr.Moore is really nice. Abby is bored. Sean is going to make dinner. He likes to cook and I’m right here. Easier on me leg. Supposed to go windchill -25 or something. Winter storm Fern is creating winter weather. Took a nap earlier. Last night I slept better but I’ve been doing less. It sucks except pain is down. Still high but not as high. Waiting on $. Behind the scenes and coding 🤦🏻‍♀️. The whole car rental thing and the homeless man death… hmmmm.

Older article @jack but still great answers. Freedom to have bitcoin as our main source of buying, selling goods and paying bills will be freedom. We’ll continue working towards it. ✅

GM. Decisions decisions. No more PT. I just emailed. I need to go back to the Dr for this continuing injury. Sean is done, does not want to go back so we continue activities at home. We have the free gym etc. calf stretcher and balance pad coming. I’m fine with it- have to get off my keg for awhile. Even 80-90 % to give it a rest. Uggg. So I’m happy with this decision, feels right. Now the only thing today is Sean’s eye appt after 3.

Finally unclogged the kitchen faucet. Changed the water heater and it filled with calcium/lime in the faucet when flushed. ✅

A new puppy Archie belongs to Abby’s friend. He’s so soft and seems so sweet. Cookie had the dead duck, probably taken from Dolly. She’s tired and cozied up while I’m watching Dr.G. GN we have school in the morning.

Uhhh, Shelby borrows $ from the people she does caregiving for. Just saying.

Life. Hopefully, I get me peace I asked for. Notice- not a how are you, just, she’s been through it. I don’t look disabled but, damn, I’m telling-you. She said she couldn’t tell until we were walking into the store one time and I was far far behind. My foot is pointed out again etc. Ugg. I’m better not having this contact. One way street contacts are not my thing.

Wheelchair tighten up. Tool bag clean up. All my weed whip line needed to be re-packaged.

She did great. She’s so happy, we just got home. Now to change into the comfy clothes. Shaved steak Philly cheese sandwiches for tonight. School tomorrow. 😬 have to get Sean up. Hardest part of Sean, getting up in the morning.

She said thanks for looking. See my disabled ass would get in the car and go buy one. WTF. I’m just done. I do have mine, it’s mine or they are mine. I need on hand. Go to the $tree. They’d give it back when we she still has my vacuum- I’m like until you get one. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

It’s crazy cold and windy.

#themedicalalgorithim I took a belly dancing class long ago when Emmy was in ballet with a friend. I fell in love with it, did a stage performance, did it at home. Still have my costume from it. The crappy dr’ing with intention and dumbass stupidity took this from me. Now @jack I wasn’t bad, I’m flexible and loved the bells. If you were to say… speak on the ⚖️’s as to what this woulda meant to you in a private setting I learned a song just for you and now I can’t, type of boot the drs in the ass in the courtroom what would you say?

She’s out for the night. She romped with her fuzzy bed, her chicken, Her dinosaur. Dolly got chewed on, jumped on. She scratches at my bed ready for bed, chooses a spot and zonks. #dogs are such a comfort. Cookie and her zoomies, her greets at the door or just meeting me in the kitchen. Her and I vibe. She is joy to me. Dolly and Coco are more work. Cookie is overall chill. My Lilly shit-zu was to. Lilly was my best friend. RIP Lilly. You’re so happy somewhere. Cookie is definitely me bestie. She looks at me, communicates she’s hungry or whatever. I’d take her in the car more but, getting around has been more difficult for me. She likes to be held. Just saying. GN. I’d love to sleep so safe and peaceful tonight, if the damn left leg wasn’t alive with pain and nerve crap.