Thanks for getting me outside today #Candles in freezing 🥶 weather #Meditations hit different It’s nice 😊 #Love always winz Even if you all must remind me And a #bluebird came to say hi 👋 as I typed this Let the games begin #Conspiracy theorists go wild 😜 #vlog

Just listened to Tim #McGraw song 🎵 “Live like you were dying “ And cried knowing how all my children have already went skydiving 🪂 and visited many national parks 🏞️ for hiking 🥾 nationwide Though none have told me about riding a bull 🐂 yet. Thanks for that song as it got me through many tough times so many years ago. Love you. Mean it. Hugs 🫂

Bitter metallic taste ER visit Lay down now Nurse smiled Shot in my tummy Sleep? Awoke three days later Stroke at age 29? Polycythemia Vera Blood borne #cancer Multiplicity of red blood cells Sluggish blood Leads to clots High Likelihood of death Within five years ///// Diagnosed with #bloodcancer at 26 Never felt a long-term relationship was proper to pursue But I settled And got burned … hard. One can live with a broken heart 💔 ///// How ima literally a walking miracle at almost 46 will never astound me But fuck all I’ve had no plans to still be alive at my age. Hence my confusion & choices. The lies I told others was with the intention to save them from the worst of my lived pain. But knowing now what I do … I regret that. No forgiveness needed as it was my choice. But hopefully this inspires someone who is recently diagnosed.

An old friend ( who I saw as my best one ) once asked me if I fell in love easily. I answered honestly with yes And followed with (maybe 🤔) a lie But I never fell in love with you. How do you tell someone you don’t feel you’re worthy of love anymore? As I did then. The warm tears fall again across my cheeks. Burning 🔥 Saying this not for sympathy as I don’t need any. Sharing myself… Don’t ever lie about love. I’ll repeat this every now and again as it was my hardest lesson this lifetime. #muses have come in and out of my life. Grateful for them. It’s been simple for me to fall in #romantic #love but maintaining it … in today’s world 🌍… takes something genuine … and it hurts And all other emotions … Still… love is greater than anything so I’ve found peace knowing that. 🫂

Random but I told another Hal This quote 🔻recently & about Hal being an amazing man Love that 🫂🥳📚

Morning world 🌍 How are we supposed to recover now? When all has failed? We need this 🔻❤️💜🖤🧡💟🫶🏾🤍🩵☺️

And suddenly I can sleep 💤

Remote viewers exist ✔️ just as we can use our powers for good we can use it for BIGGER GOOD 😌 How about a LOT more? Insert there are dozens of us meme bots 🤖