Sitting in a local bar drinking a bit of red wine and drawing with the headphones in my head, because people are talking so loud😅 I actually almost never go to bars or pubs, but now this choice felt better than drawing home alone. To be honest I am going through really hard stuff, grief, deep hurt and unjustice. I have processed on these recent things and my challenging life situation intensly quite long time and been mostly just by my self. There's nothing new for me and sure I'll get trough this season and these things and somehow I will survive and find the answers how to build my and my childrens life and truly get back on my feet again. And of course we all, me too, deserve support. Even though in the end we are alone, and alone we need to deal our deepest issues, but in reality, we all do need each other in many ways in life. No one survives or could live here just alone. So, that's why being around other people is now better for me- even though they are noisy and I need headphones with them in this environment and alcohol in their blood✨
