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Yepyei, physical outdoor work, gardening, fixing, cleaning and building - everything what I can create with my hands and see the immediate results, is so good to my mind, body and soul. The last photo is taken after I hit my thumb with the rubber hammerπŸ˜‚ It wasn't the first and propably not going to be the last time either. That pain is quite intense for a whileπŸ˜› But, I have learned, that if I accidently hurt my self or break something, it's usually a sign , that I didn't take a break in time- that's when my focus slipsπŸ˜ŠπŸ™
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GMπŸ’ͺ On your knees soldierπŸ˜›πŸ‘· image
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THISπŸ””πŸ™ Woooh, my body is shaking and my heart beats really fast. I feel like it's too big to fit in my body. Sitting outside, but feeling really warm. One day, I hope I can tell my story, how and why things went how they went. How I ended up in such a sad situation and how hard it was, and still is, to build my life back again and again from the start. But Children- they are the main reason that keeps me going, no matter what. I know how it feels to be left alone, betrayed, bullied, blamed, abused and isolated. Fuck that shit and poor people. I feel so sorry for your emptiness. My light and energy is mine. I will always come back and rise. Stronger and wiser than everπŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ™
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By the way In the case that someone there din't know... Guess what we season we have just arrived? MY SEASONπŸ”₯πŸŽ πŸ§ πŸ’Žβ€οΈβ€πŸ”₯πŸ˜˜πŸ™
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#meditation
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Guess what? My glasses went broken in the last summer and now I finally got my new glasses, and can actually see qgainπŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°Write and work with computer again and continue my sudies. Yep, I need +5 support and got other challenges and sensitivity with ny eyes too, so glsses are quite important and so special ones, that I need, are also expensive. For me, it was quite a big thing and really overwhelming to survive without glasses and it's not always easy to tell it and need so much help from others. So, I am really happy and grateful for these pretty and light new glasses I finally got bought and I will take such a good care of theseπŸ€“πŸ’ŽπŸ™ image
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