Goodmorning #nostrplebs ๐ฅ
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Committed to building a world where compassion and equality thrive, because every voice matters and everyone deserves a fair share ๐
I will always be spiritually a lesbian ๐ everyone who is atheist and need of some spirituality, join the church of lesbianism ๐ women are amazing
Maybe I just want to dress like a librarian who is also a lesbian. I have an archetypal image of someone wearing a French beret, perhaps a flannel pencil skirt with a black turtleneck. Perhaps some rounded glasses. Am I missing anything?
This will become an aesthetic I am manifesting it ๐
#aesthetic #lesbian #fashion
This says alot 

#ennui
What I want.
1. I want friends and community.
What I realize about myself.
1. I have underdeveloped social skills, partially due to being homeschooled.
2. I most definitely have autism (again, social skills)
3. I have anxious attachment tendencies.
4. I have a history of not forming lasting attachments.
How this makes me feel.
1. Feeling a sense of not being where I should be.
2 . Feeling like I always have to be someone Iโm not in order to be accepted.
What this makes me believe
1. Generally believing myself less worthy of love and attention.
2. Believing that I wonโt fit in.
What can I do
1. Work on loving myself and identify the various inner parts of my personality and reach out to the ones that have been hurt or abandoned.
2. Examine the narratives I internalize from my past and create new narratives that align closer with reality.
3. Stop pushing people away because I irrationally perceive them to not like me. Learn the difference between thoughts that come from my insecurities and those that come from analyzing the situation.
4. Donโt let connections that die feed into a broader narrative about my abilities or self worth. Break the chains of destructive thinking.
#unpopularopinion manual muting is extremely tedious especially when there are so many mute worthy accounts
Things donโt always play out how we wish they would in our heads but thatโs often not our fault or responsibility
Going into a chat window randomly to see a typing indicator is the biggest jumpscare
Plus sized women are beautiful never forget ๐ all love

#asknostr why do some direct messages show up in one client and not another
If yall have a Mastadon and feel so inclined, drop your @ in the comments I wanna follow some more accounts
Good morning ๐
