If you think vibe coding is something, wait until you try vibe philosophy.

For the first time I’ve really caught myself in a dilemma with the AI trying to solve a big problem that I’ve convinced myself I can solve and the AI seems to think so too. But this is the whole problem; I can’t tell if it’s blowing smoke up my ass and giving me the run around, or if I am making breakthroughs, which then causes me to redouble my efforts with more research. It’s kind fucked up—I can’t tell who is using who?

I can’t tell if I just one-shotted the AI on quantum mechanics or not while I’m high, but either way it is hilarious.

You can just read things you don’t understand.

The best thing about AI is I can just put totally batshit nonsensical shit into it when I am high AF, and it will somehow get where I am going with it and give me back something that makes a lot more sense that the babble that I put into it.

At a concert and a girl asked for my gram. I asked for her npub. She didn’t have one.

Ugh, I am constantly reminded at the need to deconstruct contemporary politics through the lens of the historic philosophical development of liberalism and socialism to explain why pretty much every ‘socialist’ I meet today is retarded and full of totalizing contradictions that should cause their ideology to collapse if their commitment to scientific rigor was actually a real thing and not just an authoritarian belief they project.

Don’t let it happen to you.

“It’s zero risk” Like how fucking stupid are you actually, because you can’t really believe that there is something that is zero risk.

Remember when eth was suppose to flip BTC? lol, lmao.

I started road biking again after taking like 4 years off. I forgot how good it feels just to ride like 20+ miles somewhere and just be engrossed in my body and the experience. I get into a kind of meditative state when I’m doing it—I forgot about it and I’ve missed it.

A thought I frequently have when I’m about 30 minutes into keeping my heart rate >130 is who is the real me? Is it this person here, active and moving in the world, or is it the version of me when I am at rest? My mind seems to function differently in each space where by body is in these different states.

Confession: For the first 4 years I was involved with bitcoin, I thought it was the meme-pool, not mem. The memepool is what processes retarded transactions; not Bitcoin.

More and more I am noticing the tension of opposites across almost the whole spectrum. It’s like building towards a zeitgeist where before a hegelian synthesis can occur, the thesis and antithesis need to reach their maximum absurdity to pronounce their own death to end the interregnum before a new truth is produced.

I hate that so often I will get everything right and actually get myself into bed at the right time, and I’ll be pretty tired, but my brain is like: “Oh yeah? You want a good night of sleep to wake up refreshed and to take on a big day of responsibility and getting shit done tomorrow? How about instead I fuck you over by having you loop over and over on stupid shit from throughout the that doesn’t really matter and just causes you anxiety? Would you like to spend the next 3 hours thinking about that? Go ahead and try to do meditative exercises, or counting sheep, doesn’t matter, you won’t go to sleep because I decided tonight is one of those nights that I am just going to totally fuck up your day tomorrow for no reason other than that I can. Worse part is, there is no one to blame but yourself because I am you!” Sometimes it be like that.