When I was young and had no money I handmaded gifts for my family collected flowers at the field, greeting cards were make our of paper and my imagination. Those gifts were free and priceless simultaneously. I put soul in it when I crafted it. What happened today when I have money in a pocket, I may gift money, I may buy flowers, buy gift at the local or online store, but all of these have no soul inside. Money depletes our souls.

No house, no hope, no future, I'm in an invisible cage

The person is so stubborn there's no good escapes left atm

Can't share my opinion about wine cause I have no experience of drinking it. There's lots of topic I try to discuss, but then I realize I don't have to

What was I afraid of venez happened with it, focus shifted, main our supporter pays all their attention there. Now there's a chance to be destroyed and no one noticed, cause the world is tired to follow our situation

In the past I was amazed by talkative people, I wanted to be like them. Read books on this topic, follow rules from internet how to increase talkative skill. But lately, the more I understand talkative people, the more in interact with them the more I hate them and don't wanna to hear their voice. Do try to be someone else, you have your unique attributes. Your talkativeless is not a bug, it's you feature

"Why does the price drop everytime right after I press "buy" button?" - this question asking every newcomer. I'm not an exception

Wanted to be a developer. Since 2022 the situation drastically has changed because of AI. They say: we don't need junior devs, their jobs is made by AI. And they predicted seniors dev will be replaced by AI too. Ok, what if something fails who'll debug it? I bet we'll get some equilibrium, because it's nightmare when you don't understand how things work

6 is inverted 9

It's weird sometimes I can't recognize local dialects. They sound for me like white noise

Panic attacks and life senseless hit a brain daily

Noooooooo They're keeping going There'll be no light if it won't stop in a weeks

August 2022 vibe, when I believed in near best future and simultaneously had emptiness inside

When it seems like everyone around me is stupid in reality I'm the first one. I'm just sic

The world is on fire

I'm frustrating because I'm waiting for an event with low chance probability

Last time I felt so bad was august 2022. That time I had hope all of these would end up for me in 7 month. Today I don't have any hope, seems like this pain will never end.

New year, keep CA