Men tend to place a lot of their self esteem on the ability to acquire and provide financial security. There is no doubt this current mess is going to shake some foundations, unwillingly change many future plans. If you find yourself reading this...
Remember, you are more than your money. All circumstances are temporary, and no matter where you land in the aftermath, life is always as beautiful as what you make it to be.
Dawn
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Enough sad stuff for/from me today. Let's see how my rocks in the tumbler are coming along...


Every metaphor for a garden overlays onto life (and vice versa) because a garden is life. One of those lessons is that you are not a god... that no matter how well things are going, things can and will go wrong, and sometimes there is nothing you can do to stop them from happening... because you are not in charge. Nature is.
This:
is mosaic virus. Nearly every plant species is susceptable to some variation of it. There is no treatment or prevention. It is carried in seeds and spread by bugs, tools, hands, direct leaf contact, even the wind. As a steward of nature, the only interventions are removing the sick plants from the garden, keeping bugs at bay, and practicing sanitary tending methods.
I experienced my first mass garden loss from mosaic 3 years ago, when I planted tobacco seeds acquired a random ebay seller. I watched as half my garden slowly, but quickly, died. Every morning, I could see how it was spreading from plant to plant. Everyday my garden became a little less vibrant. I didn't know what was wrong then, but I do now.
It seems that this year, I must have acquired some carrier green bean seeds from a different, unfamiliar seller. My beans are dying. There is a high probability that most of my garden will die very soon. I will remove the sick plants as they appear and I will tend my garden cleanly, but pollinators are going to pollinate and the wind is going to blow... and there is nothing else I can do but hope that some things make it through.
is mosaic virus. Nearly every plant species is susceptable to some variation of it. There is no treatment or prevention. It is carried in seeds and spread by bugs, tools, hands, direct leaf contact, even the wind. As a steward of nature, the only interventions are removing the sick plants from the garden, keeping bugs at bay, and practicing sanitary tending methods.
I experienced my first mass garden loss from mosaic 3 years ago, when I planted tobacco seeds acquired a random ebay seller. I watched as half my garden slowly, but quickly, died. Every morning, I could see how it was spreading from plant to plant. Everyday my garden became a little less vibrant. I didn't know what was wrong then, but I do now.
It seems that this year, I must have acquired some carrier green bean seeds from a different, unfamiliar seller. My beans are dying. There is a high probability that most of my garden will die very soon. I will remove the sick plants as they appear and I will tend my garden cleanly, but pollinators are going to pollinate and the wind is going to blow... and there is nothing else I can do but hope that some things make it through.I used to think the whole "adulting is hard" trend was a byproduct of a broken monetary, societal, and regulatory system that forced a generation of kids to grow up too fast, just to be left to function in a world where all the benefits of getting older... things like purpose, achievement, family, risk/reward... were widely unattainable or, at best, stripped of their meaning, leaving these people clinging to the nostalgia of simpler times.
Maybe it started out that way, but more and more, I am starting to think that this particular mental weakness has been exploited and twisted into some sort of codependency-inducing psyop... adult coloring books, birthday cake flavored vodka, Pokémon beer mugs, adult happy meals with a toy included... nearly every temporary escape from responsibility that adults have, has been wrapped up in some sort of remeniscent-of-childhood theme. There is no lifestyle, conventional or alternative, that hasn't been tainted by the kidification of adulthood in some way.
Again, I keep seeing reference to big relay™ shutting down... I am always on the lookout for wss://spatia-arcana.com to bring in fun & intellegent notes, beautiful imagery, and a touch of magic. It's not so much about the content itself as it is the people who create it. If you're looking for a new outbox that also happens to be part of a chill community (and you think you fit the vibe) apply at by signing and requesting to join. 🌔
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