another hit from my millennial mum's playlist from the year 2000 she got into post-hardcore and emo it seems and i forgive her for liking dashboard confessional because this is leagues better funeral for a friend // red is the new black

gm/ga when life gives you lemons squeeze it on their face

amber is a great signer it does one thing really well it's the most consistent little app i've tried is there something like it for ios?

i wish i didn’t become such a nervous wreck over something i thought i’d built a lot of confidence in kudos to my momma for suggesting a black outfit because the club was dimly lit and crowded so they couldn’t quite see the flood of sweat gushing out of my pits maybe halfway into playing miles davis, i got my groove on and allowed years of experience take over

an older woman sitting next to my brother at the event is a palm reader 🤨 she said i will marry someone now born in mid november to december i guess that puts my boyfriend out of the running since he's a halloween boy

i think i did good 🥹🥲

u + me

i'm so nervous i want to ragebait a dog

i asked for outfit tips from my mama “all black can you drum in heels? don’t forget red lipstick” ok then

my brother has told me that his girlfriend won’t be at the event tonight and has declined my invitation “she’s terrified of you. i’m debating whether i should be with a woman who is terrified of my little sister” my death stares are very effective it seems and besides, all of my brothers know i am the chaos bringer and final decider all she has to do is be brave and survive

one thing i do love about playing jazz live with a band is that it goes well with my deadpan face unlike playing metal for example, when most drummers have to rock out with a grimace and that stupid o-face or look like they're running a marathon except for the really technical precision drummers that i like most because they need to concentrate to make sure the limbs are moving independently when they should be

somehow i got convinced to play jazz as a guest with a group of older gents at a private club event dave brubeck’s take five and clifford brown’s cherokee i am nervous af

since i'm in ldn, this would be appropriate to play as a drill on that sexy camo sjc "breathe the pressure come play my game, i'll test ya psychosomatic addict insane"

a gem from my millennial mum's playlist the year is 2002 when an actor made music with his brother that's actually quite good and it's very catchy oddly enough, mum also acquired their demo which to me sounded a lot better with minimal production 30 seconds to mars // capricorn

new drop from the frenchies this one’s groove heavy and rhythm aggressive quite heavily produced and that main riff balances the chaos sunborn // silent attraction

gm/ga

gn i leave you with this instrumental symphonic deathcore masterpiece i will be falling asleep to synestia // the wretched king and his hollow throne (instrumental)