Hi dear souls,
i want to share my live/story and wisdom with you, this is a story that i have to write down only for myself in the first place and also to put truth into this simulator/dream/world/ game of live, call it what you want.
My true inner self is asking me this already a long time but there was always from my part something like ...yeah but first i have to do this and then i will start....i can not post this in one note....this will be written down in many episodes....just saying, a lot of beings will will not go along with what i am going to write, but honestly, i do not care about that because i learnt long time ago, if i have a problem with something that someone else is doing or saying to me....well that's my problem because that being is a mirror of the things that i have to overcome.....so when you have problems with the things that i am going to share her....that's your problem....i did the job for my self and i am sharing it ...for the good of humanity 🌀 ....ok, that was the intro....
Let me begin that i dropped myself into this reallity 57 years ago on the 24/02/1968 in a family in Belgium....i was the 3rd child of 5 ( 3 boys and girls )....i did it very precisely....my oldest brother is 9yr older then me, my second older brother is 7yr older, my sister is 7yr younger then me and the youngest 9yr. Since i came in this reallity...i have what you can call pshycic abbilities, which are ....constantly having out of body expereinces....knowing things before they happen....seeing things that others could not see or hear....remembering things from before i was in this reallity....
When i was like 3 years old, one day my grandma came for a visit in the afternoon and i was tired...my mother put me in the sofa to have a nap. The thing was while i was sleeping....i could hear everything what they were talking about...but i was sleeping at the same time and was in another realm or dimension. When i woke up, i told my mom and grandma where they were talking about...both of them were very suprised , and were telling me ....but you were sleeping the whole time.....so i kwow from very young age that i could go out of my body and be able to be in 2 places in the same time.
So when i was the age of four, on a evening on a sathurday my mom put me in bed....and when she left and closed the door from the room....an entity was next to my bed....it was not a loving entity....it was what you can say, a jinn or some say also "shadowpeople" .... i was in completely fear and i started to yell ....my mother and father came in the room and put the lights on...and told me ....yeah, you are having a bad dream and dreams are not real....and after 5min they went downstairs again....once they where gone the entity was back beside me....he came trough the walls......so i started yelling again....same procedure....it went like this like for 5 times....so they had to take me down with them.....and since that day ....i never wanted to go to sleep alone anymore....because the day after was the same problem and even when they let the lights on...i could feel the presents of that entity....who came to take energy from me by creating so much fear in me.....
Because this was happening almost 3 or 4 times sometimes a week, i became very anxcious...and tired.
Also i slept in the same bedroom of my parrents because we had only 2 bedrooms....in the house, yes and still even when my parrents were sleeping in the same room....the entity was sometimes next to me....
The other thing is, i only started going to school daily since i was 7...because school was a hell for me .....it felt for me as a waste of time.....i saw it like this....there were 25 kids in the same room ....and there i got a teacher in the class that was reading things from a book and i had to trust that person that i never saw or knew before and she was not even friendly.....this feeling and knowing, i had the rest of my school period....so i was a lot of times sick... so that i a was home....my mother knew this ...i could make myself sick the day before school ....i knew from very young age that everything you want and thinck about, you create and become....so i knew when i wanted not to go to school...i knew i had to become sick.....so when i was young i was a lot of times very sick...i had some days that i had fever with a temperature of 41 degrees ... i felt like a was on both sides, here in the physical and in the other realm.... because when you have so much fever...there is no pain, i did not feel warm or cold...
The other thing was since i was born, i could not digest the food they were giving me....when i was one year old, i was for two months in the hospital, because when they were feeding me, i was digesting food 4 for times faster then normal people...doctors were telling this to my parrents.....for me it felt only like my body wanted this food as fast as it could out of my body... my body was detoxing....because for example, when you put for a long time a lot of shit in your body and you start to eat like a lot of fruit suddenly...then you are going to have diarrhea...the most saying then, i can not eat to much oranges or other juicy fruits because then i will become sick....no that is not the case.....it is because your body start to detox.
So this is my first episode you could say....
in a few days i post another one.
Peace and Love to all beings.
Ashna
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