it just occurred to me that i'm trying to talk to nerds by typing to them but their hands are always busy with something else 😆
Thorwegian (old account)
thor_at_berserker.town@mostr.pub
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Migrated to @thj.
not sure why i'm suddenly in this social learning mode but maybe survival instinct because i was deeply depressed and knew i needed to interact more
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i don't think i'm able to read that face - vaguely negative expression but what does it mean?
look honey
the older i get, the more holes i find in my social skills. often stuff i should have learned at an early age but didn't for various reasons. i'm a little fucked up...
it must be destroyed
found on a page for neurodivergent people, but honestly, this is what it's like for everyone
finished the instant chicken noodles. they taste like chicken broth and celery. not spicy but quite umami.
i kind of like hearing the cat's quiet snoring under the bed. means he's sleeping well. and it's reassuring to know he's there. i don't know what i'd do without the cat. he's not adult company, but at least he's company.
i think i am going to have noodle soup again because i feel terrible
the cat is snoring
know how women snore? it sounds kind of like that, but even smaller.
if you're wanting to know where all the rain has gone, it's over here in Norway, causing repeated flooding
POV trying to drive into Oslo last night
i don't know what i want anymore. i haven't known what i want for 3 years now. i just discuss ideas without doing anything about them.
i went to the grocery store to get pain killers but bought everything else instead. why am i like this.
found myself scrolling and scrolling and scrolling my feed and not really caring until i came across people talking about their situations and inner lives
i've been a turn-on my entire life
i turn on the computers and people come running to me
the vast majority of welfare applicants didn't get to that point because they wanted to "freeload"
i rely on welfare. i can think too. i worked as a computer programmer. it burned me out. i don't know what to do next. i'm 100% reliant on welfare. this shit sometimes happens to people.