"Telling the truth hurts, but lying hurts more, and holding back the truth is lying.
I haven't done much real work in a while because of a health issue that makes sustained effort impossible.
Making videos is harder than people think (PSYOPS took me 10 hours a day for 30 days), and for 3 months, I have had very low energy.
The health issue is complex, but it's basically: "neural and organ damage from extreme, prolonged stress and dependence on stress-management substances." I was on a daily cocktail of bullshit since 2021.
The events that began with covid lockdowns and peaked at the January 6 march on Congress stressed me to dysfunction. It took a year to find stuff that helped, but it did its own damage, and I was recently forced to quit. Recovery has been slow.
I'm having more and more normal days, but I still have these little exhaustion fits where I suddenly can't remember how to string words together into a sentence, or I can't complete a simple task like laundry.
All of this began with stress. Psychological tension. Distress. Unhappiness.
You could call it torture, because it was, but that's a bigger discussion (certain kinds of tyrants psychologically torture the population with media, law, and social conditions after they sneak into the government and gain control).
I've noticed that a lot of people do not understand this. They seem to not get why these events would cause me such stress.
It's because they make you lie.
Or be silent while they lie. Or you lose everything.
It's the perfect trap. They lie to your face, and they tear apart your world based on the lies.
"Black lesbians invented electricity! This baboon is your Governor because it pissed in Massachusetts! You're guilty of slavery 400 years ago, but I'm NOT guilty for stabbing you 10 seconds ago!"
It's the perfect trap. If you speak up, everybody turns on you. They don't want to get in trouble.
So if you speak, you lose. And if you don't speak, you still lose, but also, you didn't even try.
And that's the part that's been killing me. That's the part that some of you don't understand.
A lot of you are just sort of... OK with lying! You don't WANT to try! You'll vote for any baboon. You'll let any schizophrenic child molester teach kindergarten. Up is down! Black is white! You'll say whatever they tell you to say as long as you get to keep your hilarious little struggle paycheck and spend it on your favorite crunchies and superman movies.
I do not have the luxury of being such a stupid coward. It has always been glaringly obvious to me that these little comforts are temporary and meaningless in the face of the damage done by these widespread lies.
In the covid times, I stayed silent to preserve my right to speak in the future. It almost killed me!
I have no choice now. I will point out everything, because if I don't, I will get sick again. I cannot lie like some of you.
Brown people don't belong in White countries. They should only visit in small numbers, and only if it serves us.
Trannies are insane and need to be removed from society permanently.
Gays need to go back in the closet.
Most men are incompetent to vote, but women are more incompetent than men, and giving them the franchise dug our graves faster than any other mistake we ever made.
Islam is nothing but a rape and murder gang, and even if we wiped it off the earth, Arabs would reinvent it by another name because that's what's in their blood.
Every kind of brown person is playing a different game than we are, and we mostly don't know it. White people are playing "include, accept, cooperate," browns are playing "lie, cheat, steal, rape, kill." Because they have low IQ for genetic reasons, they can never learn to stop. We have to get them away from us, legal or not.
Jews are absurdly likely to be involved in making all of this happen to us, or at least supportive of it.
None of this can be fixed without violence. If we make peaceful progress, they will send killers for us."
-hoe_math
