In a rare moment of vulnerability i feel like sharing a concern that has been growing on me. The push and journey into digital/physical privacy has been very thought provoking and enlightening but it feels like im building walls and digging a moat as i drift farther from those i used to communicate with. I can already count my friends from life on one hand but theres this nagging thought of "is it worth it"
Yay i have my privacy back but now im alone and everyone i do talk to is all on #nostr. Nothing against you all cuz youre fucking great people but is too much to want to go have a drink or be able to shake a friends hand give a bro hug. This shit can wear on you and loneliness aint no fun.
Im not going back to the surveillance slavery but ya know
