Hi, that’s me in the snow and -4 degrees.. one of my favourite photoshoots :))

I initially wanted to use the Nostr space as a place to share my thoughts, experiences, feelings, ideas, and of course—memes. I heard that this is the place where I could get some feedback, advice, or comments from neutral people. Just say what’s on my mind at the moment, straight from the heart. I spend a lot of time living in my own world because reality mostly feels unacceptable to me. Sometimes it’s just easier that way. To be in a space where I can let my thoughts out without feeling judged or misunderstood. Do you also feel like reality doesn’t quite fit sometimes? Or that your own world is just a little more comforting?

Dear Nostr, Lately, I feel like a giver rather than a receiver. I just keep giving and giving, while others keep taking without a second thought. I never ask for anything in return, but it feels like people take it so much for granted that they don’t even consider that I might want the same in return. I also want to be treated the way I treat others. I genuinely love caring, giving, helping, encouraging, and listening to others—I’ve been that way for as long as I can remember. But recently, it’s like everyone is just indifferent, automatically expecting what I used to give without even a word. I especially noticed it on my birthday this year—empty, bland congratulations. When I celebrate others, I go out of my way to make their day special, constantly reminding them that it’s a big deal, that it’s their day. But what did I get? Nothing that made me feel special or appreciated. Just empty words and an ordinary day. Of course, how could anyone know what my expectations were if I never said them out loud? But why didn’t anyone bother to ask? It’s not about material things—it’s about that special feeling that I really miss. It just feels like no one truly values me. It made me realize that those closest to me don’t even consider that I might want something nice too, to feel valued and special in their lives. Everyone just expects and waits because they feel entitled to it. And then I understood—it’s my own fault. I need to focus on myself more. Others will either accept it or we’ll go our separate ways. How do you set boundaries? Do you also feel unappreciated sometimes?

GM Nostr! I just wanted to share my story from the middle of the night. I was sleeping deeply, but on some level of consciousness, I always hear, understand, and feel everything around me. A couple of times, I felt a tickling sensation on my chin, moving toward my lips. I scratched it absentmindedly and kept sleeping. But then, for the third time, I distinctly felt little legs almost walking on my lower lip. I caught that little creature, hoping it was just a flea. I rushed to the bathroom, threw it in, and looked closer. And there it was… A FUCKING TICK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 It was scrambling around under the toilet rim. Without a second thought, I flushed it away. Of course, I was sleeping, cuddled up with Molly, and naturally, it could happen like that. One of the things I absolutely despise and find disgusting are ticks and all those tiny, creepy insects. So, friends, take care of yourselves and each other—those tiny bugs are on duty while we sleep. 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢

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Good night Nostr! #dogstr

For most of my life, I thought luxury was all about expensive things—designer clothes, fancy cars, exotic vacations—basically anything that cost a lot of money. But lately, I’ve realized that real luxury isn’t about any of that. It’s actually the simple things that I used to take for granted, the ones that are completely free. Now I see luxury in slow, peaceful mornings, in being able to choose how I spend my time, and in listening to birds singing when I’m out for a walk. It’s about feeling good in my body and mind, having deep conversations that leave me feeling connected, and enjoying long walks surrounded by nature. It’s that feeling of comfort when I sit down to my favorite home-cooked meal and the warmth of being surrounded by the people I love. It’s also just getting a good night’s sleep without stress hanging over me. I guess I’m finally seeing how rich life can be without needing to chase after money or things. These small, everyday moments are where I find real happiness and peace now. It’s almost like waking up to a completely new way of living—one that’s so much more fulfilling and grounded.

I also have a cat 🐈‍⬛ named Blue, almost 9 years old baby. And Molly does this to him every time since 6 months old. Poor kitty, but he’s so used it.. 🤷🏻‍♀️ #dogstr #catstr

To : Nostr people #notabot #dogstr #grownostr #gm #introductions #plebchain #girls #latvia

GM 🐶 I can see that you like my dog more than me 😁 She reminded me the times when we didn’t stick to the phones 😂

Silly Molly says “Hi Nostr!“ Who else has furry friends? #dogstr

Started this book today, I’m very interested in psychology. Do have recommendations for books? 😊

Thank you for warm welcome here! So now you know how I look 😌