I think my pops just figured out that I havent eaten in a few days. Going on day 2 or 3 days, I think. Long fast are more potent when no one knows you're doing it. my personal experience. #rams #stuff

Maybe you don't want to kill your ego. Maybe the move is having your heart give your ego a meaningful job?! #rams #stuff

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it took me longer to watch this video and go buy the wipers then it took to change the wipers. Going to the dealer would have been a science project costing me half the day. So, I would call this a win. randomthoughts

#wiggles #sunrise #randomthoughts

Good morning and happy sat day nostr fam. My intentions today is to project my self love to those I cross paths with. And to get a new set of wipers for the chariot 👀. What are your intentions for these next, once in a lifetime, peecious 24 hours? #grownostr #todaysintentions 🙏🏾👍🏾✌🏾💜🫂

Good night nostr fam. 👍🏾✌🏾🙏🏾💜🫂

I wouldn't describe it as an old forest, but the energy is good. #dogstr #wiggles #nature #peace #rams #stuffs

I woke up last night and took a full breath. It was at that moment (about 2 am'ish) that I realized I hadn't taken a full, deep breath in normal course since last December. That's about the time my mom's doctors were ringing the alarm bells. While the strokes didn't happen until March, the relaxed breathing stopped a few months prior to that. I can breath freely now bc I know my mom will be ok. If I turn my attention away from her for a few hours, she's not going to have another stroke. This is not to suggest I can go home and leave her. But it does mean that I can figure something out sans the stress and accompanying anxiety. #rams #stuffs

Good morning and happy Friday nostr fam. My intentions today are to spend some alone time with Mom, project my self love onto the folks that cross our path all the while keeping that ego in check. What r ur intentions for this fine day? #GrowNostr #PlebChain

Imagining little 5 yo Shashue playing with his hot wheels toys in the comfort and safety of his backyard with one or two gsd's wandering about. Very similar to 50+ yo Shashue admiring his seed phrases while just being on the small piece of zip code he owns someplace comforting with wiggles and a few foster pups. Similar feelings 🧐 #randomthoughts

Wolverine is different bc of how he got his powers. Not to suggest, the others didn't experience trauma in obtaining their powers. Most of them did. Superman had to leave his family and planet. Batman lost his parents. Spiderman got..... Well you get it. But Wolverine, that's a whole other level of trauma. Can't get mad at dude for losing his shit every once in a while. Good night nostr fam.

"Mentors; I've been a mentee and a mentor at different points in my life. This is neither good or bad just my thing. I've never had to find a mentor. They usually just show up and things work out. That ain't happening right now. Ugh!" ~RJB

It's a journey bc today's understanding is sometimes (often) different from yesterday's understanding. #rams

Was just choppin it up with mom's neighbor. I judged him when I first got here. He speaks like Charlie Bunker if you get my meaning. But he's not a racist at heart. That's just how his generation speaks. I say that to say he disclosed to me where he surfs. He was reluctant to disclose his secret spot and I get it. But he did and it's less than a mile from where I go to hide and think when the house is busy. No dogs allowed in this area, but we haven't been caught yet. #RandomThoughts

Just reminded Mom of our therapy session scheduled for later this afternoon. She instantly attempts to "fan fan fan" @ me. I'm like nah mom, can't use your sound. Find a way to sign me your response. gonna be interesting. #RandomThoughts

Pullups can be a good source relief for sore shoulders. 10-20 pullups, 3 seconds on the down 👍🏾 #RandomThoughts

Ego Death; Spending the day(s) calling out and labeling the moments your ego shows it's ugly head. My ego has a half century + of machinations to support it. And thats just this carnation. Calling it out is no longer scary or hard. It's just everywhere and therefore a nuisance. But that things gotta die for me to move on. So here we are. All that said, I say for a second time today good morning nostr fam. This time not from my ego but from my heart. I can tell the difference, so I hope you can too. Have a great one. #rams #stuff

I asked my mom earlier today to imagine a creative way of explaining to me why she was given her name by her parents and to imagine that she can't use her voice. Sort of like an AI prompt. I think she understood what I asked of her. I plan on checking in with her on the matter tomorrow. #rams #stuffs Good night Nostr fam.

I've been on this spiritual journey for about a day. I don't think anyone in the house has noticed any weirdness from me. But that's bc of you lot. 😄😂😅 I'm doing my weirdness here. But I hope if anything it's funny to you and not a negative experience. But to my point. Bc of modern technology, I estimate I've gathered the equivalent of 3 yrs of study in Egypt 30k years ago. And I'm counting about 8 hours in 2024 time. #Rams