I have many things to show you, which have not come to me so easily. They've arrived in pain, being a fool many times over. These are life's weight you cannot bear just now and so I practice patience. The thought of the days I can reveal them to you linger on my mind constantly. I have lived things in this world which I shouldn't have been so negative and mistaken about, wasted energies. It is through darkness I have been able to see light and even then just barely. What little wisdom I have acquired, it is your reward if you wish to have it.